I’m pretty sure he knows from the very first time he cheated, Wenxu would feel guilty and acted all nice to Zhishu, thinking he would be mad, yell at him, make a big deal out of it then he would stop it all, but Zhishu just ignored it completely and so he kept digging himself further. The last 4 years possibly that was when the affair with Shen became serious, on top of his cancer is already in an advanced stage, that must have gone on for that many years without proper care.
Was it said when the uke knew he had cancer? Was that at the begining (if yes he learned it very lte) or did he know before the begining of the story?
He knew, he just didn’t want to tell Wenxu. He has been only taking pain med, the beginning of the novel was when he found out it’s getting even worst and they need to switch to a more potent drug. That’s why he has a “collection”.
Then was there a high possibility of healing with chemotherapy at first? And the MC just didnt want to? Or the real treatment would be bone marrow?
Oh and do you knw more or less how long he knew? Maybe 4 years? Maybe 3 or 2 or 1?
I have a question for novel reader (or maybe it was said in the manga and i missed it). Since when does Zishu knows Wenxu has been cheating.
Also the title says « 10 years » BUT they have been together for 14 years, right? I’m guessing Wenxu started to be a jerk for the last 4 years ?