Same. It's hard to buy that he's so in love that he's willing to tolerate that. He just looks stupid at this point. Like you've know this guy a bit and you're like "OMG, I can't wait for your monster dick to physically ruin me!"
"I like being torn to bits back there because... feelings", said NO ONE ever.
It's hard to believe he has that little sense of self-preservation that he'd do this.
I might buy it more if the author had not chosen to give the seme an absurb-can't-take-this-story-seriously-penis-size. Like seriously? The most ridiculous thing is the seme's size. If he was that well-endowned he'd not have people running after him, they'd be running away. His baseball-bat dick is a weapon of mass destruction, not sexual pleasure.
The comical dick ruins any sense of gravity in this story.
anything remotely "romantic" (if you can even call it that) that Hyungdo and Gyung had going on was immediately crushed when Gyung fucked him in that alley with little to no consideration of the fact that it was Hyungdo's first time taking it up the ass. also I'm not buying the "he makes me feel warm uwu" shit that Hyungdo's waxing. there is literally nothing between them and in their relationship that seems healthy and appealing to me.