Seriously,you must be so strong if you are determined to leave this site for good (even few months matter).Good luck !!!
May and June was so busy I didn't have time to read, and the whole of July I didn't have internet, so again, I couldn't read. I missed it occasionally but overall I was ok, I didn't die XD I have wifi for a day so I'm just surfing through the comments instead of reading lol
All the best :)
Good luck
Good luck in your life ...it is so good to see positive people like you around (❁´︶`❁)
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Wow....I've read a lot of posts coming from people leaving this site and they were all so cheesy, dramatic and frankly, pathetic, but....this is beautiful. I can feel your sincerity, you are so well-spoken and this reads so beautifully, it really got me misty-eyed. You have a real talent at writing and you can just tell from your post that you're a kind, sweet person.
I think we can all relate, as yaoi is a form of escapism for all of us, but it's good not to let it take over our lives and take a breather once in a while. I myself stopped reading for several years. I wish you all the best in these upcoming months, may you achieve everything you set your mind to. And may you eventually find a love as pure and sweet as all the couples in your favorite yaois. See ya around, friend! :)
THIS IS CHEESY AF BUT I HAFTA WRITE THIS FOR MY SAKE. SKIP ALONG IF YOU HATE THIS TYPE OF STUFF.
It was a fun vacation spending time with the craziness of this site. I've read so many stories on here for the duration of the summer, some exceptionally good, others are the pure form of trash, either way I'm thankful.
The fact that I'm here for hours on end means I've lost focus and purpose in my own reality. I've escaped to yaoi to get my fill of romance and well, sex, because maybe I'm inept to get the both of that all on my own.
But I'm ready to have a go at life-- real life-- again. I wanna feel alive again and avoid filling the emptiness with fictional stories. It's time to get back on my own feet again.
Being on this site made me feel like I'm cheating in gaining true happiness. Numerous manga and manhwa artists, as well as hard-working uploaders and translators, have all contributed to push away the loneliness I've been feeling and getting accustomed to. I will forever be thankful for the little flutters of my heart, for the laughter and the feeling of serenity your work has done for me.
But now, I must work hard myself and find all of those feelings in my own world. It's time for me to be the main character again and stop relying on these stories to make me happy.
So for quite a while, I'm going to say goodbye to this site. I must be my own person again and have true interactions and real goals.
It's my time-- time for the side character to take over the story for a while.
Thank you for everything and I'll be back in a few months.
See you my horny lil co-fujoshis. Good luck surviving unfinished mangas and swerving storylines.
You guys got this. I love you all.