Finished the raws. Here are some of my thoughts.

Mini August 5, 2019 2:05 am

contains SPOILERS (including who Hanyul ends up with)


Here are some of my thoughts without revealing everything:

Yuda is such a bae and a sweetheart. Best husbando. Best friend anyone can ask for. I would totally marry him and I would die for him.

Pan and Rabo are such dads LOL

It is hilarious how the band mates wants to become a second lover or treated as dildo by Hanyul LOL

Harold is unredeemable and he feels no remorse about what he did to Hanyul’s friend till the end. He got off easy compared to the weight of his crimes though. But, he got a fitting ending and I am glad the author stuck to keeping him the bad guy.

I really love how Won changes due to his love for Hanyul. I think the last quarter shows how he is different from Harold. At a glance, he is also very greedy, selfish, manipulative, and possessive psycho and seem to be cut from same cookie cutter as Harold, but what makes him different to Harold is that in the end, he puts Hanyul above his greed, selfishness and possessiveness. Author showed this difference really well in last couple of chapters. I thought his relationship with Hanyul will become toxic as hell, but I was wrong. He is incapable of hurting Hanyul. He is like sketchy Mob boss version of Daddy long legs (lol) and always gives what Hanyul needs: protection, purpose, family (yeah I talking about the dads lol), means to achieve a dream, reassurance and unconditional love. (Omg writing this down makes me realize Won did so much for Hanyul) And, Hanyul loves him uncondtionally back in return. They are perfect for each other. I am glad Hanyul ended up with someone who loves and treasures him the most.

Biggest surprise for me was how sweet and healthy Won/Hanyul turned out. Seriously, you guys are in for a treat. It’s interesting because of how easily they could have turned out like Harold/Hanyul if Won made wrong choices or how they are what Harold/Hanyul could have been if Harold didn’t do sth so horrible. Won is a proof that no matter what kind of background story Harold have, it doesn’t give any excuse for what Harold did. I think the author was a genius to have Won and Harold similar personality and nature but make different choices on how they pursue Hanyul and getting different result due to them. The story started out interesting at best but the story ended on a very strong note.

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Also, to those of you wondering, Hanyul’s friend does wake up, but we don’t get to see it. Author’s note says he wakes up 3 months after the ending. He is traumatized by what happened, but he overcomes with the help of Hanyul. He becomes a composer under the guidance of Won and compose some songs in Hanyul’s album.

Responses
    Sachiko July 28, 2019 3:25 am

    I LOVED Weon from the beginning. He's the best person to go up against someone like Harold. And rather than getting rid of people who are close to Hanyul like Harold does he hurts people who hurt Hanyul.

    Mini July 28, 2019 3:36 am
    I LOVED Weon from the beginning. He's the best person to go up against someone like Harold. And rather than getting rid of people who are close to Hanyul like Harold does he hurts people who hurt Hanyul. Sachiko

    You gonna love him more by the end!!! I sure did! We get to learn more of his backstory and what is on his mind. Harold never stood a chance tbh LOL Lee Won is living proof of all the wrong choices made by Harold and how he fucked up hard that made him lose Hanyul. It’s interesting because Won and Harold are very similar but they made different choices when it came to how they pursue.

    Sachiko July 28, 2019 4:10 am
    You gonna love him more by the end!!! I sure did! We get to learn more of his backstory and what is on his mind. Harold never stood a chance tbh LOL Lee Won is living proof of all the wrong choices made by Haro... Mini

    They're kinda like reflections in a dark mirror to each other wouldn't you say? Weon is that guy who messes up the common theme that the only way 'crazy' people can keep hold of the ones they supposedly love is if they break them and make them wholly dependent on themselves.

    Mini July 28, 2019 4:26 am
    They're kinda like reflections in a dark mirror to each other wouldn't you say? Weon is that guy who messes up the common theme that the only way 'crazy' people can keep hold of the ones they supposedly love i... Sachiko

    Definitely! Won try (to be accurate “tried”) to make Hanyul his by giving him an incentive (revenge) & people to love so he can threaten him using them when he tries to leave. Harold wants to be the only one in Hanyul’s world so he can rely on him and him only (Hence, removing important person from Hanyul). They are both manipulative and possessive but of different nature. The biggest difference in the end though is Won’s love puts Hanyul first and he never will do anything that will hurt him just to satisfy his want.Harold’s love puts his desire before Hanyul’s well being.

    jamme82736 July 29, 2019 6:03 am

    Ha, my guess was right. Hanyul friend did not died. Also, about Harold I think he did bad thing, but it is strange how he help Hanyul friend by putting him in a hospital in coma instead of killing him. (︶︿︶)

    Mini July 29, 2019 6:27 am
    Ha, my guess was right. Hanyul friend did not died. Also, about Harold I think he did bad thing, but it is strange how he help Hanyul friend by putting him in a hospital in coma instead of killing him. (︶�... jamme82736

    He did it so he can use the friend as an insurance and a tool to make Hanyul his. He didn’t “help” him... He is the reason the friend is in a coma in the first place

    Sachiko July 29, 2019 9:28 am
    Ha, my guess was right. Hanyul friend did not died. Also, about Harold I think he did bad thing, but it is strange how he help Hanyul friend by putting him in a hospital in coma instead of killing him. (︶�... jamme82736

    That was already shown in an earlier chapter, though? He wasn't 'helping' his friend. He was pretty much betting on the friend's life. If Hanyul forgets him he can live, if he remembers, he dies. T.

    Sachiko July 29, 2019 9:31 am
    He did it so he can use the friend as an insurance and a tool to make Hanyul his. He didn’t “help” him... He is the reason the friend is in a coma in the first place Mini

    Exactly. Weon would use the people Hanyul loves to tie them closer together while Harold would try to sever those ties.