i think i'm starting to understand hyunjin and junyeong's dynamic a bit better. hyunjin is...

i think i'm starting to understand hyunjin and junyeong's dynamic a bit better. hyunjin is anxious and probably has a possessive/jealous streak that he doesn't know he had, or denies that he had, because being jealous means caring a lot and before junyeong, he wasn't the type to show the full extent of his emotion. it's unfamiliar territory for him, and that probably scares him. it's scary that he doesn't know what'll happen if he finally admits how much he loves junyeong, and how it'll change their relationship. he's probably worried that he will hurt junyeong

while junyeong yearns for that reassurance that hyunjin does love him. he wants hyunjin to open up to him, show him everything, love him fully like he does hyunjin. and because he has a feeling that all these time hyunjin is holding back, now that hyunjin is "rougher" than usual, junyeong takes it as hyunjin finally opening up to his feelings. and junyeong, who's wanted nothing more than that from hyunjin, is glad for it, even if it isn't the best way of showing love

their dynamic isn't the... healthiest, so to speak, but it isn't irreparable. if they learn to communicate (the raws hinted they will talk about it in the future), maybe they'll find out if this relationship is what they want and need, or if they expect different things from one another