Forgot yaoi manga title help me out?

There's this infamous yaoi artist that i read before but i forgot their name and all the titles i read from them.

One title they wrote told a story of a young boy who befriended and older man, which later on the older man took advantage of the boy and did bad bad things to him. the parents of the young boy found out about the older man and separated the two and the young boy moved the another city. Years pass and the boy is now in highschool, but hes felt empty since he left the older man so he went back to his old city to find the older man and profess his love to his molester.

Another title the same artist wrote was about two young boys whom are close friends. They were playing around when one boy accidentally pushed the other boy in front of a car causing the boy to be bed ridden. The boy who pushed his friend felt so much guilt that years later the boy still put the bedridden friend as his top priority and devotes all his time to tend to his bedridden friend. Later on it is reveled that the bed ridden friend knows that hes only getting attention because of guilt so he uses that to manipulate his friend into thinking that he loves him.

this artist is known to make controversial mangas lol