i do not know but here song i like it is acapella karmin
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T-KmspHeTGo
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Glass Animals make songs that sound like being high
Man i feel you, sometimes i just want to be a rock and not just deal with life anymore.
It ain't much, but i recommend you listen to BTS' songs? they tend to create songs about mental health and other serious topics, they helped tons of suicidal people with their lyrics that's why they are loved by many, so maybe their lyrics can ease you even just a little? as bts says.
Maybe their song "Lost" and "Nevermind" would be appropriate for you? Here's a link:
https://youtu.be/Qk5SCBDTXOg
https://youtu.be/8XszuvnvzyU
Please don't let the language barrier bother you.
Sorry for ranting. I know this is off topic and I just feel so lost right now. This place should be a happy place and an escape to reality. It's just I don't know what to do with my life anymore. Always rejected, feeling, frustrated, anxious that I don't live up to my family. I feel like I'm wasting my lifetime and all the hopes from someone who believes in me. Right now, I'm still looking how to cope up with all that is happening ╥﹏╥ I know that my problem is nothing to those who have bigger problems. I just don't know if I'm still on the right track or I'm just pushing it when its not really meant for me /_
P.S. If someone read this, thank you very much for your time (●'◡'●)ノ Can you suggest me some songs that may help me relieve my struggles? I will really really appreciate it~~ TYVM :* (▰˘◡˘▰)