it's sad. He treated him poorly cause he thought he didn't care, when in fact he did care. Zhishu lost so much confidence because of his affairs but didn't say anything. I felt bad because in this paragraph, if Zhishu found out, he said he would stop cheating. But when Zhishu told him he knew all along, he still cheating with his side hoe the next day.
Sorry you teared up at the wedding. I cried while going out with my family, cause I thought of the novel lol it's making me so depressed.
*cheated
I personally can't blame the seme too much for that. He was wasted and was calling out Zhishu... And if a wasted person is calling out a certain person's name...assuming that you are going through their phone to find someone to get the wasted person...wouldn't you try to find the name that's being called out?
I mostly blame the damn bartender or whoever it was that called the side hoe. Though I also assume the seme had gone to that bar enough times with the side hoe for that worker to have the side hoe's info. So I guess in a way it's retribution... ='[
I guess another possibility would be that while the seme was wasted the side hoe called and the worker wanted to get the wasted person out. In which case..... (╬￣皿￣)凸
Though I wonder what if he just waited outside the door like Zhishu did when he kicked Zhishu out...
can we get an alternate reality ;u;
a little bit of an asshole!?
Hi, may I ask how you found the novel? I googled but it didn't lead to helpful sources.
Novel link - http://yiayia6217.blog.fc2.com/blog-entry-480.html
https://www.wattpad.com/story/186819155-the-decade-of-deep-love-english-version-bl-novel
https://forum.novelupdates.com/threads/10-years-i-liked-you-the-most-bl.83273/
being-you posted in the comments section
Thank you so much! <3
welcome ji
Makes the seme a little bit less of an asshole...
But he's still an asshole....
"The first few times he felt guilty after having an affair with his lover. When he came home, he did everything he could to please Zhishu to get rid of the guilt and conceal his panic. But as time passed, his guilt and panic completely disappeared and he got into the habit of committing adultery with others. In the beginning, he made excuses to put a good face on his unfaithful acts. He even thought that Zhishu He would find his improper relationship with others and quarrel with him, and by then he would make a clean break with his lovers and be good. However, Zhishu He showed no interest in his infidelities and turned a blind eye to his mistakes, which let Wenxu Jiang down. So he went outside more often and gave Zhishu the cold shoulder."
Why communication is important ='[
Though easier said than done....
On a side note: I went to a wedding recently and at the ceremony I started thinking of this and started to tear up T^T