From my love it was more like only after he got his heartbroken did he realise he was falling in love with the seme and that it is always that way for him. It is only after the relationship ends or he gets hurt that he realizes what he was feeling during the relationship and the more hurt he gets equals how much he loved the other person.
From my pov*
When you love someone, and you think they love you back, you don’t try to avoid them, that just makes no sense
Not sure what you mean.
I think, MC is the type of person who is not aware of how much he actually cares about someone because he likes to keep a distance.
He liked the Pimp, he knew that much but he thought it was just a friendly flirt like but it turned out to be that it was love and he was deeply in love with the guy but didn't realize it until this moment when his heart was utterly shattered.
what i mean is that behavior doesnt seem realistic, it's like saying * i loved this person for 5 years but i always avoided that person because i didnt realize that i loved her*
So i just read the 13th chapter from the link under this comment. and uh wtf this uke is so stupid and pitiful, quite the disappointment. *spoiler*
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So after they had painful sex, seme says he likes the uke and invite the uke to work for him (like he did in the 1st chapters). Uke feels depressed because he was expecting some kind of affection in his relationship with the anaconda. BUT WTF THAT DOESNT MAKE SENSE if the uke expected affection, thats because he thought the anaconda liked him, but if you thought he liked you and you liked him back, why were you avoiding him??? Oh and of course, you liked anaconda a lot since now you are actually in depressed that he just wanted sex. ONCE AGAIN the story starts with an MC that looks strong minded BUT lets discover more about him and see how weak minded of a person he is because it makes the story *deep* ............