Maybe it's just me...

Maybe it's just me, but it's confusing when the victim, I mean the uke, gets forced into anal sex (along with the "just like a girl comparisons"), and the sorrowful rapist, I mean seme, disappears leaving the uke to wonder if his performance during rape was bad. When reunited, the uke must reassure the seme he has no reason to feel remorse because after all I love you, therefore past events do not matter so let me comfort you, for surely you are the one who needs/ deserves it, and by all means, if we have anal again please compare my actions etc to those of a girl. I have a hard time following the reasoning behind the storyline when it's written like this...shouldn't there be some anger, maybe just a little outrage initially, I'd settle for some thrown in disbelief, but when it's all ok because "I love you", I feel disappointed...I don't know if others feel the same, maybe it's just me.