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And what happened to doc after that?
*spoilers*
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Well from what I’ve read, the uke spend the remaining of his days (~4months) with the doc. The doc take a leave from work to spend time with the uke. The doc asked him out again during that time but the uke rejected him because he is still in love with the seme and didn’t want to tied him down with him. A week after the uke died he told the seme about the uke’s death and went abroad to mend his broken heart (and further studying I think). He’s truly a good guy.
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I read the spoilers so I knew where this is going already, not that haven’t see it coming before (from the summary). It’s just that reading the whole spoiler from the original novel got me thinking- there were so many things that have gone wrong and seriously the uke could’ve survived and lived...if it weren’t for the seme (i.e the bone marrow part). He indirectly killed the uke. The uke didn’t even want to see him in his last breath and heck didn’t even want to see him in his afterlife. Despite that, ‘til the very end he still feels a tint of love for the seme. I just.... and the seme only knew about his death a week after and later on after being in depressed phase, straighten up himself and committed suicide 4 years later... this is really a tragedy indeed...
Needless to say, I didn’t just cry reading this ok.. I WAS SOBBING ALL THROUGH IT. Honestly reading this at 2am when I have a final exam paper to take in 12 hours... kinda motivates me. Gonna go and read the lecture notes now (while still sobbing).
Oh just one thing I would like to say. I know this is only fiction... I just hope that no one, NO ONE have to go through what the uke have gone through... Imagine all those years he had spent with the seme, all the sacrifices he has made... all being a waste.