Reincarnation manga I want to find

So there was this manga, and i can't remember the freakin name so i wanted to know if anyone else knew it. Anyway it was about an oldish woman who, when she was young couldn't enjoy anything. Her father was kinda sexist and said that she didn't need an education. So she stopped going to school when she was young. When she was older, she took care of her mom (i think) and then her mom dies. She then looks through old things she had and found a screen that had a black cat on it and while putting her hand on the door or something, she gets a splinter, while pulling out the piece of wood, blood gets on the screen, but then when she sees it again, the blood is gone, as it absorbed into the screen. She then touches the screen and says something like I wish I could live again, so i can enjoy my life to the fullest. She then passes out and wakes up in a younger version of herself. Btw i think this is still ongoing, but plzzzz tell me if you know the name.