I basically know the whole plot, help me find this yaoi ~

alice-chan June 1, 2019 10:15 am

okay so there's a yaoi manga I read before I created an account and I recently remembered it and wanted to read it again.
so, please help me find it! :)
I remember basically the whole plot so here we go:


main character is the uke, light hair I believe. pretty sure the setting is college.
he's in love with his (younger) brother, but won't do anything about it because he wants to keep him pure and also because he cares too much about his family (I respect that a LOT.)
he thinks he hides it pretty well, but is found out by a guy from his college. this guy (seme) threatens the uke by saying he'll reveal his secret, calls him a perv and all that and I think he says he'll sleep with him instead (also as blackmail probably). all in all at some point he fucks him on a window looking down into a basement club room where the uke's brother is doing some kind of martial art (I forgot which one, but he's in a club. he was battling another club member for practice in this scene). this is where it gets ~pervy~ XD bc the uke ejaculates by seeing his brother and yeah. (btw they had sex there because the uke came by to bring his brother something he forgot, and was watching from the window smiling, seme came by and saw him.)
the seme calls him something along the lines of disgusting, and the uke is near tears saying "I know that, that's why he'll never find out about these feelings of mine". seme is kinda shook.
theeeen (I might mix up the order in which these next scenes happen but):
brother sees seme w uke, gets kinda pissed, stuff happens and uke finds out that his brother is also in love with him- yay the love is mutual, you'd think, but the uke is like, No, I love you but I can't be with you because you have to go down the right path and I won't stain our family like this.
and he's like crying and all, brother is sad/restless/doesn't get it ("if the love is mutual, why can't we be together", etc)
uke runs back to seme
seme is like, "the love is mutual between u two, I'm not gna blackmail/threaten you anymore". uke is idk crying or something.
then we get the seme's backstory. seme's mom got a new husband and they had a daughter. once the daughter was like 7 the husband (what a fucking creep) wanted to rape her, but the seme was like "what the fuck are you doing she's your daughter" and the asshole husband was like "ok why don't you take her place then" and basically he sexually abused him". that's why the seme was so against incest and called the uke disgusting, but then (he's telling this to the uke) reapplied that the uke's love for his brother was really really pure and innocent, which he saw because the uke refused to do anything to the brother, even after finding out their love was mutual.
that's pretty much it. there was another scene where the seme and uke are hanging out and the brother comes over (they both sleep over) and sex happens and the brother wakes up and gets pissed XD.

ok that's pretty much the whole story, thanks. should be pretty easy to find for you detectives ヾ(☆▽☆)

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