I just cant move on... Damn i always want the uke in every manga i read to atleast attempt to suicide but it never happened till i read this. Damn i cant forget that beach part. How realistic it shows that the trauma maki got in that situation cant easily be healed by the power of yaoi
I know what you mean! I felt like there was so much raw emotion here that it would have been nice to see that played up more. That doesn't go away just because he finally had sex with the guy he loved. But I did really enjoy that it didn't gloss over what happened to him. It's so rare to see even this much of a fallout.
Totally agree ! If you know similar storys like these, please recommend it to me (=・ω・=)
Yeahh i thought the same as you!
This would be the most perfect thing if maki's head is below the water before shuu could have save him and he just wakes up in a hospital with shuu sleeping next to him. This would make the story longer. I would love to see maki reject shuu becuz he thinks of his body as disgusting and more angst before the happy ending. But for me, this is still perfect becuz i always want this kind of angst where in there is a suicide attempt scene and such.