I almost had a heart attack ╥﹏╥

alice-chan May 22, 2019 6:40 pm

my older brother just came into my room and I was looking at a new yaoi I potentially wanted to read (with a really sexually suggestive cover ╥﹏╥) so I swiped the desktop over to the next one (I have a Mac so u can have several desktops open, like to keep ur open windows more organized or whatever), but then he decided he wanted to look at my computer so ofc I started to freak the fuck out.
guys my palms LITERALLY started sweating and they never do that. I tried to stop him but he started to get pissed, like "why are you freaking out stop being weird" and at that point I was so scared I didn't want to make him mad and take my computer so I was just praying he wouldn't accidentally or on purpose switch the desktops
good lord my heart nearly fell out of my chest. that was arguably the most stressful 5 minutes of my life.
Ok sorry for this non-coherent rambling but wow was I scared.

Responses
    fujoshi_99 May 22, 2019 6:46 pm

    Oh.my.god. I was praying for your honor while reading that XD! Never recking af

    alice-chan May 22, 2019 6:50 pm
    Oh.my.god. I was praying for your honor while reading that XD! Never recking af fujoshi_99

    ┗( T﹏T )┛thank you
    idk if I want to laugh or cry rn

    elephantcockroach May 22, 2019 7:10 pm

    Oh my ghadddddd hahahhahhhaha. I would have died. you gotta learn from your lesson. Been there. LOL.

    Next time you gotta lock the doors and separate mangago into another window so you could quickly exit and also don't forget to never minimize the 'safe' windows so that when you click the close you have back up window and now it looks like you are just scrolling in the 'safe' window. HAHAHHAHAHHAHA We fujoshi's, or whatever anyone who loves bl calls themselves, leads a very anxious life LOL. God bless that may no happen again

    Trxsh♡ May 22, 2019 7:36 pm

    I dont even know what excuse I would use if one of my siblings found out about my yaoi addiction(⊙…⊙ )

    alice-chan May 22, 2019 7:48 pm
    I dont even know what excuse I would use if one of my siblings found out about my yaoi addiction(⊙…⊙ ) Trxsh♡

    fr....and I have 3 of them (¤﹏¤)

    alice-chan May 22, 2019 7:50 pm
    Oh my ghadddddd hahahhahhhaha. I would have died. you gotta learn from your lesson. Been there. LOL. Next time you gotta lock the doors and separate mangago into another window so you could quickly exit and als... elephantcockroach

    yeah anxiety is my state of mind hahaha
    and I thought I was already being careful by reading in incognito mode so I don't have a search history (・・;)

    alice-chan May 22, 2019 7:54 pm
    This reply will be showed after approved! Sweatpantsnhoodies

    I don't want to be treated differently, especially not by my family members. I mean, the very first time I read yaoi I was somewhat weirded out myself. liking yaoi is not all that I am as a person, but if my family found out I would definitely be treated differently

    Trxsh♡ May 22, 2019 9:32 pm
    I don't want to be treated differently, especially not by my family members. I mean, the very first time I read yaoi I was somewhat weirded out myself. liking yaoi is not all that I am as a person, but if my fa... alice-chan

    TRUE. Like if they find out, the only thing they're gonna think is "she likes reading gay comics and men having sex " like hell no that's not all it lol

    Yosselyn May 23, 2019 2:18 am

    Jajja i kow that feeling, happend the same to me but with my mom, i left my phone on top of one of the shelfs of the bathroom and when my mom went inside for some she found my phone and checked it, and obviously i was reading a manawga (so the picturez were colored) with highly sexual content....when i realized that i had forgotten my phone i ran to get it but it was too late, mom was sitting on the chair with the phone on the table and then she said 'we need to talk'....and i started to have headache, my palms were sweaty and felt dizzy, i wanted to

    Yosselyn May 23, 2019 2:24 am

    Jajja i kow that feeling, happend the same to me but with my mom, i left my phone on top of one of the shelfs of the bathroom and when my mom went inside for some she found my phone and checked it, and obviously i was reading a manawga (so the picturez were colored) with highly sexual content....when i realized that i had forgotten my phone i ran to get it but it was too late, mom was sitting on the chair with the phone on the table and then she said 'we need to talk'....and i started to have headache, my palms were sweaty and felt dizzy, i wanted to die then and there....and.....my mom's voice began to trembled and asked me if i was lesbian.....i mean if im reading yaoi (men having sex) why would she think im lesbian?? But yeah it was really bad

    alice-chan May 23, 2019 8:53 am
    TRUE. Like if they find out, the only thing they're gonna think is "she likes reading gay comics and men having sex " like hell no that's not all it lol Trxsh♡

    right right that's exactly it. If I had to choose only one trope of yaoi I would choose fluff 100%

    alice-chan May 23, 2019 8:54 am
    Jajja i kow that feeling, happend the same to me but with my mom, i left my phone on top of one of the shelfs of the bathroom and when my mom went inside for some she found my phone and checked it, and obviousl... Yosselyn

    oof feels bad #-.-) did you recover?

    elephantcockroach May 23, 2019 4:37 pm
    Jajja i kow that feeling, happend the same to me but with my mom, i left my phone on top of one of the shelfs of the bathroom and when my mom went inside for some she found my phone and checked it, and obviousl... Yosselyn

    Oh my ghadddd, my nightmare right there huhu. I mean, I would rather they assume I watch porn (man and woman) than they found out I read, watch and listen to yaoi, I think, it won't be as big of a deal. I dunno. I hope you are okay. What did it felt and the situation after your conversation with your mom?

    Yosselyn May 24, 2019 9:46 pm
    Oh my ghadddd, my nightmare right there huhu. I mean, I would rather they assume I watch porn (man and woman) than they found out I read, watch and listen to yaoi, I think, it won't be as big of a deal. I dunno... elephantcockroach

    I couldnt face her for a while and worse of all shr told me she was really disappointed on me and asked mme if it was her fauld or if she did something wrong.....and i told her i was straight....after i thought the issue was over when we made a family trip to las vegas she mentioned to my brother in law and i dont know if my sped dad knows....and my sister knew since the beggining (she was the one who started with the yaoi first) so yeah you get use to it....what doent kill you makes you stronnger jajaja

    elephantcockroach May 25, 2019 8:53 am
    I couldnt face her for a while and worse of all shr told me she was really disappointed on me and asked mme if it was her fauld or if she did something wrong.....and i told her i was straight....after i though... Yosselyn

    Nuuuuu, she told someone? Huhu, I would die hahahahha but anyway you're still alive so more power to you. May God bless us and protect our browsers history that it won't be seen by anybody again.

    alice-chan May 25, 2019 7:00 pm

    you guys XD it happened again. u WOULD'VE THOUGHT I LEARNT MY LESSON HUH well apparently I didn't lmaooo
    this time it was worse bc my brother opened a new tab and for some reason it opened the tab on the window I was using for reading yaoi ffs. there were several tabs open with names like "yaoi ----" and "kiss ----".
    I don't think he saw. in any case he didn't say anything, I really think he didn't notice.
    I want to thank everyone for this second chance ╥﹏╥

    Trxsh♡ May 25, 2019 7:43 pm
    you guys XD it happened again. u WOULD'VE THOUGHT I LEARNT MY LESSON HUH well apparently I didn't lmaooo this time it was worse bc my brother opened a new tab and for some reason it opened the tab on the window... alice-chan

    Just as long as he didnt see any "detailed" pictures then you passed again, not alot of people get their second chances

    alice-chan May 25, 2019 9:25 pm
    Just as long as he didnt see any "detailed" pictures then you passed again, not alot of people get their second chances Trxsh♡

    I knowww ahah I'm so lucky