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Kiriya thought that he would never be able to get together with Zaizen, and Kiriya also did not know for sure if he understood what love really was. He probably dated other people because he wanted some intimacy and companionship. He does love Zaiaen, though, and if he is able to have a relationship with him, then he will probably be very content and happy!
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kachou_fuugetsu/tr/manga/kachou_fuugetsu/v05/c036/pg-9/ Does Kiriya used to have sex with those woman before?