I feel you
I told this guy I liked during our fieldtrip (we was sitting almost right next to each other..) that I made sims of us and we have 3 kids name Mop, Toppin, and Lop. He looked disgusted at me. ╮(￣▽￣)╭ He already knew I liked him and tried really hard to avoid me.
Also like after that filed trip I saw a completely ripped picture near the place he always walked and I picked them up and put them together and I connected the pieces to find it was him, though it was missing his head..(I could tell by the sweater he always wore, and the position he was in when he was holding the rope, ALSO by the size of his shoulder, and his skin color..)
I had a little shrine dedicated to him aha...haa,,,
I— i dont think i’ll be able to live. I’d be thinking bout this every single day, if this happened to me
Sometimes i wonder why the hell I acted so freakin awkward whenever I liked someone. And then I think about all the decisions, words I said, after I dont have anymore feelings and I get so... mad at myself for acting so dumb