Yep I agree. I started reading yaoi at 15-ish and it was junjou romantica and love stage kind of shit. Those lovey dovey and shoujo-like kind of yaoi. I honestly think that this is way too early for you. I can give some recommendation on soft and fluffy yaoi that doesn’t involve kinky shits like this
.... no. Really. I agree with others, reading this kind of smut is too early for you. Try shounen-ai tagged works first. I don’t want to sound like your mom (because it’s annoying right) but this shit can seriously fuck you up and twist your concept of sex and love (especially homosexual and non-binary) and whatnot. Even I take a break from yaoi once in a while. Genre and age restriction are there for a reason, so trust me when I say you will be able to appreciate the good works much more if you just wait a few more years. Think of it like how young girls like shoujo but adult women prefer josei or seinen :)
Damn..........I'm 12 (⊙…⊙ ).......
Is it bad that I like this shit?!( ̄∇ ̄")