
Yea, as a trans-person (ftm not mtf like the main character) it was certainly a painful read and kinda anxiety/dysphoria inducing..
Oh well, I've been following it for over a year now so I knew what I was getting myself into. I enjoy tragic, bitter-sweet stories but this one hit me in an uncomfortable spot oof.. very beautiful tho

It's not about being stronger or not.
There's people that simply don't find happiness at the end, no matter if they decide to be a trans, travesti or whatever.
As He said, He decided to live as a male by his own free will and that desition is totally ok. It's what brings him peace.
It won't be different for him if He changes himself.
We have to understand that no all people are the same, even if they have the same problems. And not all trans people are the same.
I wish she'd be stronger and, at least, accepting herself as a trans woman. There were just so many ways this story could've got better even if just so it doesn't pass a sorrowful message to trans people who end up reading it... but I think the author wanted to make one of those beautiful tragedies out of this one :'( I really have mixed feelings about this one. It's good, but just a little too sad for me