Not related to manga but my job

Lost Dragonia April 10, 2019 12:31 pm

I was just informed that my boss is considering firing me because of my poor work performance. It happened because there's soooo many work here. Looking at the pile, I just felt scared that I didn't have the guts to touch it (My boss laughed at this reason) And the work just piles up. Which leads me to where I am now. I've been getting quite a lot of scolding recently (& probably getting one tomorrow too)

I was expecting getting fired but I'm not sure what to feel. This is actually my first job and I've been here for years. Knowing that I might be out of job soon, I'm...scared of my future. I really don't know what I should work as next. No interest, no passion, nothing. The things I studied at college doesn't interest me & I'm bad at it (Programming) Probably will go looking for another data entry job like I'm doing now. Or maybe get a part time and hope something interests me? I...really don't know. I'm lost =(

But...I'm probably relieved at the end. Finally leaving this hell hole (If my boss does fires me) The work here is very, very stressful. And the pay...isn't really that high imo. Still though, I'm worried for my future.

...help?

P.S.: I had no one else to talk about it. I did tell my mother about how I might be fired soon and she did ask some stuff but yeah...

Responses
    KANA April 10, 2019 12:41 pm

    Before he fires you, you should just quit.

    Ontan April 10, 2019 12:53 pm

    search for "pomodoro effect".its a technique for stopping your procrastination. maybe you need it

    Lost Dragonia April 10, 2019 12:56 pm
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    This. I can relate to this soooo much. The work isn't...that hard. Just that the pile is so big. It's intimidating. Sometimes when I see a thick stack, my mind automatically decides that it's going to be hard. (Sometimes, it might be really be hard) And...I just push that job away and do something easier.

    Yeah, I think I might those 3 too...which makes it so tiring for me.

    Lost Dragonia April 10, 2019 12:59 pm
    Before he fires you, you should just quit. KANA

    Easier said than done though...I'm kinda scared bringing up quitting...and mostly, I didn't know where I should go next. So I ended up staying here for years even though I didn't like the work. I'm just...waiting for the inevitable.

    Lost Dragonia April 10, 2019 1:01 pm
    search for "pomodoro effect".its a technique for stopping your procrastination. maybe you need it Ontan

    I found out about this yesterday actually (Because I was searching about getting fired due to poor work performance) It's useful but I think I need most effective method for me, is having people 'watch' me do my work. I tend to not go onto FB more and get more focused. Though I might lose focus sometimes haha