I think that he cheats because he sees how much their relationship has changed over the years and how they both are they same people they were when they we in high school and in the novel I think that it says that he cheats on him with people that look like him so I think that he is just trying to feel that same live that he did when he was younger and I do think that he still loves him but not like he used to. And also because the some is rarely home because of work so he is trying to fill that hole in his. And I think that both of their love for each other started to fade but the uke is holding on because of everything that they've been through and to prove his grandmother wrong. But, yeah I think that he still loves him but just not as much because he got to comfortable in the relationship.
mc & seme are like any other married couple ..seme loves but he is a fucker... seme wants to have fun that why he cheats no particular reason ... the first time seme cheated was after his office drinking party ..when he realized what he has done .. he was shocked at first but then started fucking anything that moves .. once a cheater always a cheater .. fucking bitch
What a horrible man, but he wasn't like that at first, I mean, he cherished the main character, but then I think that when he achieved a good position, he changed because he met other people and knew another world. But his partner didn't. If you are a good person, not matter the circumstances, you will behave properly and respect the person you love. And you are a good person, if you don't love someone the way you used to, you will be clear about that, just for respect and for the good moments you shared in the past, at least for that.
This story hurts me so much, as if I were one of the characters. I can't wait to see this bastard suffer.
see if you yourself dont want to change no one can change you .. i really hate the seme & this plot - bcz it's sad asf .. what does uke got out of all this .. the person who meant the world to him .. the person he loved with all his heart .. the person for whom he left everything .. turned out to be a manwhore ...he was pitiful until the end ...
I also considered that, that he wanted to feel again what he felt in his youth. But anyway, even if that is the reason, why didn't he try it along with his partner? They could have tried to share new things to get out of rutine, but this bastard thought he was the only one feeling bored. I don't really know what I was expecting. It's obvious this man isn't the same as he used to in the past. May be the change of economical position or the pass of time, but he became the worst scum. Even if in the end he suffers for his lost, I still can't forgive him. Love is something you have to demostrate day by day, not just when you think you are losing what is really important. He way the author ended the story isn't enough punishment for him.
Right, the uke gave his all to him, he even waited this scum at home just like a pet, but in return he recieved nothing but heartache. The suffering the seme goes through at the end of the story isn't enough punishment, he deserves to live in agony till the end of times.
after reading the novel it left a hole in my heart .. & now this with visual is something more painful!
Although the story is making me cry a river, I can't help but keep reading. It is a painful but beautiful story in a unique way, I don't know how to explain. What makes the story beautiful is the main character. I may be asking for spoilers to those who have read the novel, but can you tell me why his partner keeps on cheating? Didn't they love each other? What makes him act like that? We can see that for a moment he cares for the main character, but then calls his lover's name in his dreams...so it makes me wonder if he still loves the main character.