I saw the raws and I ust wanna know why Ed's crying during sex. Is the bottyom experience making him emo?
I'd run a google translate on that page, and Ed was thinking something like, "I had decided, no matter how much it hurts, I'll not cry."
But only on reading the whole chapter the obvious nuances and the real meaning of that would be explained, I think.
Of his words
Aww man! Meh heart! What if that bastard Lancer tore something for real?! And Ed can't enjoy his off camera smexy time with his bae! That is so sad! But then why does the sex look so hot!? Guess we'll just have to stay tuned
I don't think it's as much about Lancer that he's even crying
Don't worry, he doesn't refuse. They have an experience...feelings are dragged on and they're both insecure...like you'd expect.
(Spoiler ) (nothing specific, just talking about how their relationship develops, and not in detail)
But in a few chapters, it goes well for their relationship.
Oh and raws are available on Toonkor.