i deadass wrote an essay for this... let's discuss!

queerhecate March 5, 2019 12:30 pm

SPOILERS CHAPTER 102
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so i'm pretty sure this is the first time we got a suhyeok pov! it's mostly throwback to when he first met seunghee. what i gathered using google translate is that:
1. suhyeok's family was rarely at home and he spent most of his time alone as a kid
2. suhyeok likes puppies and the narration of the dog documentary he's watching somehow relates to him? its like a parallel of his life as a child
3. lee kyubin befriended him 1st bcs he's inbeom's cousin
4. he was interested in being seunghee's friends since they had first met.
5. seunghee totally gave him the "no one asked your name don't talk to me" attitude at first go JDHSJSUSUSJSJJE and suhyeok was super worried he offended him or something until he saw that seunghee is just like that with everyone
6. inbeom moved out after the incident with seungtaek but moved back in and told suhyeok he would leave the house for good if he knows who kyubin likes (who is the same person as who he likes i guess) (THIS IS IMPORTANT)
7. the injury in inbeom's head had actually caused him to forget abt his crush and he really wanted to know who it was (it's seungtaek)
8. suhyeok is a fan of love and romance but had never experienced it. he envied those who are in love (despite having five girlfriends since kindergarten lol)
9. which makes seunghee his first actual love? because suhyeok's the one who confessed to him unlike his prev r/ships whereby the girls confessed to suhyeok
10. saw seunghee's crossdressing photo in kyubin's profile pic and felt something familiar despite not recognizing him at first
11. had a dream where seunghee (dressed as a girl) asked him out as a date, before taking off his girl apparel and asked if he looks even better as a boy
12. and that's when suhyeok realised that the girl in kyubin's pfp is seunghee. chapter ends.

(sorry for any mistakes!) my two cents: i guess this sheds light on why he insisted for seunghee to tell him who kyubin likes a few chapters ago? i felt like he saw the doll inbeom gave to seunghee in seunghee's room, found out seunghee told inbeom abt their r/ship and just got that feeling of intense jealousy (i guess) and wanted inbeom to leave them for good? since inbeom said he'll move out after he knows who his first love is (that happened to be kyubin's bf). i guess suhyeok got desperate? he did mention he's afraid of inbeom spilling abt him dating seunghee to his family (which made seunghee super guilty). i hate that he didn't really get along with inbeom when the dude's getting better as a person, though. i wonder about the revenge thingy too, does this mean suhyeok actually wanted revenge on seunghee's behalf (instead of what seunghee believed: that he is used by suhyeok for the revenge stuff?)

what's confirmed is what's important: SEUNGHEE'S WRONG. YAY. suhyeok has feelings for him since the very beginning. he's not using you boi! give him another chance and forgive him for being a pushy bf. heck give yourself a chance to be happy, baby. suhyeok pls redeem yrself. ARGH PLEASE BE HAPPY AGAIN SOON MY BABIES

Responses
    Fujoghoul March 5, 2019 10:37 pm

    I’m sorry I read comics at midnight so sometimes I forget things - Did they ever mention how inbeom developed feelings for seungtaek ? Like didn’t seungtaek beat him up in the bathroom?

    Luka March 5, 2019 10:48 pm
    I’m sorry I read comics at midnight so sometimes I forget things - Did they ever mention how inbeom developed feelings for seungtaek ? Like didn’t seungtaek beat him up in the bathroom? Fujoghoul

    Yeah that's how

    queerhecate March 5, 2019 11:25 pm
    I’m sorry I read comics at midnight so sometimes I forget things - Did they ever mention how inbeom developed feelings for seungtaek ? Like didn’t seungtaek beat him up in the bathroom? Fujoghoul

    i don't think the author mentioned how it happened (yet) but there is a scene where inbeom was abt to kiss seungtaek after he beat him up (can't remember which chapter though)

    Fujoshi for Fluff only March 15, 2019 5:44 am
    I’m sorry I read comics at midnight so sometimes I forget things - Did they ever mention how inbeom developed feelings for seungtaek ? Like didn’t seungtaek beat him up in the bathroom? Fujoghoul

    I don't think they did..Maybe kindergarten kid logic ."u must fight with the person you like"