I’m freaking out

Ruthy February 6, 2019 9:51 pm

I’m a sophomore in high school and today we are making our schedule for next school year and I realized that I fucked up this year because I barely even went to school I wasn’t motivated about my grade. I think I was in a slump but I think that an excuse for myself. I know that if I was motive, I would’ve have done much better. I’m realizing that I might not even be good enough for college because compared to other kids, I don’t stand out. I don’t even know what I want to do as a career, but I know I want to make my parent proud. I just want to scream. AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH(╯°Д °)╯╧╧

Responses
    M.T February 6, 2019 10:34 pm

    You still have two years left my friend....(If you're from the states)....Your junior and senior years are usually the years that matter the most...Also there's community college go there for two years and transfer to a university...(〜 ̄△ ̄)〜

    JHOPE February 6, 2019 11:13 pm
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    OMFG hi!! ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ

    JHOPE February 6, 2019 11:14 pm

    tbh thats exactly how it is for me as well

    I Am Awesome February 6, 2019 11:33 pm

    Sophomore here too! We just had to choose our classes (we follow IB), and you're basically asked to decide your entire future in a couple weeks. Super stressful.
    It's okay tho, choose the classes you feel the most comfortable in and go for it. You still have time to turn things around in the next 2 years.
    You got this!!

    Ruthy February 6, 2019 11:52 pm
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    Hahahahahaha, nice pun;)

    Ruthy February 6, 2019 11:53 pm
    You still have two years left my friend....(If you're from the states)....Your junior and senior years are usually the years that matter the most...Also there's community college go there for two years and tran... M.T

    I know, it’s just came that it hit me all at once

    mephistopheles February 6, 2019 11:54 pm

    holy fuck, its the almost exact same for me.
    i dont have any motivation in school and i dont know what my future career should be and i dont stick out compared to my friends (the are getting almost all A's). tbh im depressed and dont really have the will to live, im just following the flow. junior year is killing me though, just wanna roll up into a ball and die.

    Ruthy February 6, 2019 11:55 pm
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    I know. When it rains it’s a perfect day to just sleep in. And I’ll do my best this term too ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶

    Ruthy February 7, 2019 12:00 am
    Sophomore here too! We just had to choose our classes (we follow IB), and you're basically asked to decide your entire future in a couple weeks. Super stressful.It's okay tho, choose the classes you feel the mo... I Am Awesome

    That’s does sound stressful. I’ll be flip out (╯°Д °)╯╧╧. I’ll follow your advice. Thanks for the support. I’ll support you too:)

    Ruthy February 7, 2019 12:20 am
    holy fuck, its the almost exact same for me.i dont have any motivation in school and i dont know what my future career should be and i dont stick out compared to my friends (the are getting almost all A's). tbh... mephistopheles

    Sammeee, I’ll just go with the flow and see where it leads me too

    rose February 7, 2019 3:38 am

    College isn't everything. Trade school is a good option too. Plumbing isn't a glamourous job, but you'll be able to make decent money and support yourself. Which is more than many college grads can say nowadays.
    Learn a skill, any skill, make money, spend it on what you love.
    Computer programming, though makes really, really good money if you're decent at it and usually you can pick that up in community college or even self taught with certification. Though if your highschool has classes, jump right on that horse and ride off into the sunset.