If you want something more traumatizing then read:
1 Hogu Hagyeongsu
Link: http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/hogu_hagyeongsu/?av=2
or
2. Warehouse
Link: http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/warehouse/
God same. I almost couldn’t keep going after that it just hurt me so much
I just read that (the irst one) when I have LITERALLY NOTHING to read before bacause was bored and wanted something to read I WAS DESPERATE TO READ SOMETHING AT THAT TIME, and then, I saw this story, at first I thought it would just be a tiny drama that I can handle considering that I read some oh-so-heartbreaking-and-stressing manga but I was GRAVELY MISTAKEN. This story in reading the first few chapter was like "Ok the uke was raped and this and that happened and he run away I can handle that" he then met a seme, a dog-like seme and left him to ne with the one who HAS BAD INTENTION TO HIM. LIKE, WHAT IN THE ACTUAL VSJW. Then have a oh-so-good-relationship with him then suddenly decides to go back to the dog- I mean the other seme. But, then he doesn't love then go back to the other dude, then the dudes brother like the uke and raped him too? And in the end my mind can't even progress this much shet in my layp. but it's quite good.
By the way I liked the Warehouse it's awesome to me actually and I LOVE the "PAPAPAPAPAPA" scene too.IT'S TRAUMATISINGLY(IS THIS A WORD?╮(╯▽╰)╭ ( GOOD
So, what I'm trying to say is this story is just so like so,so,so and that is it.
I got scared at how much BLOOD was in his anus like WHY DIDN'T THEY EVEN PREPARE HIM EVEN A LITTLE FOR LESS PAIN TO THE UKE BUT NOOO THEY JUST HAVE TO BE IMPATIENT AND GET ON WITH IT. Like, I was so used on seeing guru but I was disturbed by hlw much blood he got on the tissue.... I re-read the part where he was in the ocean and I was crying buckets because of it. My family was giving me the "wat the fu*k" look while I sobbed my eyes out because of that...
And still traumatise at how much blood was in the tissue I mean waaaaattt-? So so cruel mah dudes.
I don't think I can reread this story because I was freaking traumatized by that rape scene. Like, I was super satisfied by the revenge bit, but that rape scene is still fresh in my mind. I really appreciate the fact that the author did not romanticize the rape scene because that shit is fucked up.