I read all of it and I agree with you 100%. Yujin has always been kept in the dark. Hyung's friend also annoyed me because he is the only one Yujin can ask about the real thing that's happening with Hyung and yet He always tells Yujin to ask Hyung hisself but Hyung doesn't want to and he knows that TF.
Wow I didn’t think I’d read this all but damn you’re so right.
God you’re so right, plus the last part is something I was thinking throughout the last like 5 or so pages. Like? You can’t be sad and depressed if you TOLD HIM TO LEAVE!! He isn’t a mind reader and you aren’t the only one in pain, hyung!!
I’m all for Yujin, the guy’s been continually rejected by Shiwoo and kept in the dark. Dude got a huge amount of patience and unconditional love/concern for Shiwoo to stay or stick around after all the emotional/psychological crap. Yeah, I get that Shiwoo is extremely traumtized, but the only way he could possibly work toward a relationship with Yujin is to stop being selfish and confront his past and strive for the future.
Yes, all the characters here are selfish in their own way, not just Shiwoo. However, if Shiwoo truly loves or cherishes Yujin, he needs to start respecting Yujin and put effort in his relationship with him— that ex-bastard, forgot his name already lol, has control over Shiwoo and Yujin is there for him, reaching out his hand to Shiwoo...but ya know, the only way out of all this psychological trauma/crap is Shiwoo takes the first step toward recovery, stop rejecting Yujin, and not let the past govern/control him. Oh, and mutliple sessions with a shrink for both Yujin and Shiwoo.
I’m kinda aware of the difficulty of being an abused victim; it’s like a circle of endless misery. Ya feel you don’t deserve help because you’re too damaged, when someone reaches out to you. When the person gets tired of you or gives up on you, it only cements or confirms the idea you had in the first place: that you’re too damaged to be loved, to love, or even wake up each day and face the fact that you’re still living. You feel guilty for relying on someone else’s strength/effort and that you don’t deserve their help, so ya reject them. It’s a push and pull and you feel so scared that you wanna go back to the comfort of that misery rather than take a step toward the unknown or the possibility of healing yourself, because you too also fear rejection from the person that has been reaching out to you.
Anyway, the only way ya can save someone in this case, is firstly, they need to make an effort to save themselves. So I respect Yujin as an interesting character~
Thank you and of course I completely agree with you. I don't particularly dislike Shinwoo in any way it just annoys me how he acos sometimes, like especially in the most recent chapter. Like that poor boy needs to see a therapist and it's not even funny like- But it's understandable why Shinwoo is so afraid I'm just hoping that they'll be able to heal.
Thank you, and yes I agree with you! Like w- h- I just can't with that friend.
Thank you for agreeing with me.
I completely agree with with you, but how is it that there are more words in your paragraph than in the last three chapter? Just a thought though.
I edited my paragraph because I didn't want people to think that I disliked Shinwoo, when i read over my rant it kinda looked like i actually didn't like Shinwoo, I just needed to remind anyone, who thought I might be spreading hate to Shinwoo, that I don't mean him any harm to him, I'm just saying why I feel for Yujin as he's always in the dark with everything.
See this is the development we wanted, where Yujin finally asks Hyung how he feels and Yujin finally telling him about his feelings. Yujin genuinely believed that hyung loved that rapist, that's why he didn't get involved, every time hyung could have escaped he choose to stay, not that I blame him, I understand that he was being manipulated by that rapist, but couldn't he atleast have asked his friend to help him? Hyung says he loves Yujin but every single time Yujin tries to make him open up, hyung pushes him away and makes him feel used just for his hyungs needs. However instead once again hyung pushes him away just when we thought things might get better, once Yujin started to fit the peices together , hyung didn't like that he , no offence, used the excuse that he loved him to turn him down and not say anything. However I understand it's not easy to open up to people, what annoyed me was that hyung turned all bi polar on Yujin and then made assumptions on what Yujin was saying without trying to understand from his perspective. Mind you, every time Yujin tried to ask hyung how he felt or about his feelings, he was turned down. He made himself belive that hyung really did want to be with that rapist cause every time he tried he was always turned down. He knew his hyung wasn't okay, but if hyung kept on telling him to mind his own business and to leave him alone, what could Yujin have done? Not to mention, hyungs own friend told Yujin to pretty much leave hyung. However when he entered their apartment with hyungs friend, he couldn't stand it anymore. Truthfully I believe Yujin was going to kill him, if hyungs friend didn't tell him to get hyung to the hospital. He didn't just turn a blind eye to hyungs suffering, hyung was forcing Yujin to leave him, cause he didn't want to get hurt, he made Yujin break and Yujin made his mind believe that hyung was genuinely fine with that rapist, even hyungs friend didn't tell Yujin anything. Don't get me wrong, he's a good friend, but he's also shit at the same time. Why didn't he stop hyung from going to the rapist? Why didn't he save him earlier? He knows that Yujin genuinely loves hyung, but he doesn't help Yujin with him trying to help hyung. I understand that it's hyungs private life, but isn't there any possible way, that hyungs friend knows to make hyung open up. I'm sorry but every fucking time Yujin connects the dots and tries to understand how hyung feels, he's told to get lost and that isn't none of his business. From I think it was chapter 62, you could tell how broken Yujin was, he desperately wanted to help hyung and be for him. But what was he meant to do if all hyung did was push him away. The more hyung pushes Yujin away, a person who genuinely cares for him, Yujin becomes more and more broken and hurt. I kinda have a theory that when Yujin called hyung disgusting, I think what he means is,he finds it disgusting that hyung, who's a kind person (not to mention navie and mentally unstable and the poor boy needs a physcologost and a therapist), is staying with this horrible man who constantly abuses him. He doesn't understand why his hyung is staying with this man whose clearly causing so much pain to his hyung or why he doesn't say his true feelings. Does he know that hyung is being manipulated mentally and physically by this man? No of course he doesn't. Why? Because hyung doesn't tell him about how he feels and his thoughts, because he's scared and that rapist has controlled him and manipulated him into believing that he is the only one who can understand hyung. So hyung constantly pushes Yujin away. I understand hyung and I understand that some of the things Yujin did were not okay, but you can't just exclude his feelings for just a "high school crush" it's a lot deeper than that, plus in a sense hyung has (not intentionally) manipulatived Yujin into believing that he's fine , even though he clearly isn't. Therefore (before the chapter where Yujin lost it a beat the rapist up) he had to manipulate his mind into believing that hyung was fine. I'm pretty sure Yujin knew that his hyung was suffering, he's not that stupid okay, it's just he felt that he couldn't do anything cause no one would tell him anything, hyung wouldn't say anything and neither would his friend. So Yujin was constantly in the dark, personally if I was Yujin I would have, when he came over to the house and hyung was tide up and had a blind fold on, took everything out and off of him, found a first aid kit and treated any scars, clothed him, took his phone and then FUCKING YEETED OUT THAT FUCKING HELL HOLE AND SOMEHOW GOT IN CONTACT WITH HYUNGS FRIEND. I would do all of his without saying a word to hyung. However knowing how thirsty hyung is, no offence but like, he'd go back, because once again Mr. Rapist has manipulated him into thinking that only he can understand him and only he can love him. Therefore, I'll be siping, spilling and of course YEETING my mother fucking coffee, while this story plays with my heart strings. If you couldn't tell I'm on Yujin's side like I'm sorry, the recent chapter just made me further why I prefer Yujin alright. Like what the fuck I'm sorry hyung, I understand you're going through A LOT but why are you acting like such a baby cause Yujin left? I'm sorry, who was the one told him to mind his own business? You. Who was the one who told him to leave? You. Who was the one who told him to get out? You. Now when Yujin finally leaves you because you TOLD HIM you're gonna act like a baby over IT? Nani?! Don't get me wrong I like hyung but I love Yujin. I just can't sometimes with hyungs bs. Like fr. It makes me so angry. I only blame hyung for Yujin leaving him. Like idc, you forced him to leave, then when he does, you be a baby about it. Miss me with that BULLSHIT. Hyung son I understand you but don't lie to me~ you know Yujin is good for you~ you forced him to leave~ don't bitch about it sweetie. I still like you. But I'mma stick with the guy who loves you, even though you tear him apart. The real tea is that Yujin, is lowkey still gonna support hyung, just without seeing him. In conclusion, Yujin I love you and hyung I pray that you may get better. I'd also like to say that no way am I hating on hyung it's just I feel for Yujin and I'm stating my opinon.