Idk

I mean I don't know if it was really being in love or just having a crush...
But I had met this guy last year during summertime, and we had been friends for a while but we never really talked and he kinda disappeared (so did I) but then y'know we met again. So we talked and laughed shared songs... And it got to the point where I was so comfortable with him like I trusted him with anything, and whenever I saw him (which was like every day) I would light up, and then I began to realize I had feelings for him, but I never told him of course.
I shared everything with him, family problems, personal problems, etc. And he did the same, and then one day he disappeared again. But it was because of a hurricane, I saw him again, he was doing fine. But after seeing him again, I haven't seen him at all. And the last time I saw him was about in March or May.
But it felt good, but it also feels sad. (￣∇￣")

your heart goes doki doki every time you talk to them. Whether through texting or irl. Even though you talk to them a lot, you're still terrified of saying something weird, selfish or arrogant, in fear of losing them. Your cheeks flush and you smile a lot when conversing. You constantly think of them, until it becomes a normal thing to do everyday lol.
Sometimes, just talking to them once in the morning brightens your day up so much, and you get butterflies just thinking back to when you both were talking /spending time together.
You only see their good side. 'Love blinds' lol
And when you think about living life without them, it breaks your heart.

And after not seeing him for all these months i still think about him, i still cry over him, and i still hope that he remembers me

Aww, it's alright. There's always someone out there for you. The right person, waiting for you. I know it's hard, but you can do it. You got this.
You'll be sure to find the right person soon and it'll go great. Sure, nothing is perfect, but that's what makes life beautiful

<3

I did, it was mutual, honestly it was the first time i ever liked someone to the point I imagined hoding hands, kissing and stuff. It might spund silly but i never had a guy like me or me liking someone (24 years old). De had a distance relationship (tbvh not sure if you can describe it as such as we've never met but we left on a bitter note as we had different political views and he was kinda xenophobe and right (wing). Till now I wonder if I'll ever meet the right guy or if I might have missed out on the only chance I ever had.

Thank you ヾ(☆▽☆)
I wasnt really expecting a reply XD

I forgot to add how it was, in my case I wanted to be close to him, her to know him, his like, dislikes, his silly side - just everything, became irrational (silly me even looked up train tckets lol), permanetly wanted talk to him, touch him and hold him near me - for some emotionaly slow like me it was a rollercoaster. That's the best way to describe love, it's a rollercoaster with ups and downs, making your heart explode.