oh yeah definitely. he literally gets raped all the time and he can still put on a smile and learn to love someone. it makes no sense tbh
i wanna be able to take their relationship seriously but i really cant
i just think that he was dead inside before he gained some friends and gf who knew of his past. maybe he was afraid of rejection and might be thinking that he's living his life in hell so if these people leave once again, he already got used to it.
i'm wishing that Noah's mom (or both parents) didn't really die and hoping that she can help him faster. i also hope that the villains will die and they'll settle all their relationships without doubts and lies.
no, the author just didn't include his ptsd in the story probably to make the MC's relationship with Noah move along. if he had ptsd it would probably take months of therapy before he could have sex or engage in any sexual activity normally
his body might have been forced to do it using aphrodisiacs and drugs that's why he hated sex. but not showing ptsd is really questionable here. but he's like a living doll before he saw some light
i love this story and the art is beautiful but one thing that really bothers me is how light the author makes of the sexual abuse. noah has barely any ptsd which makes no sense because he's been raped and abused for years. he seems way more mentally stable than he 'should' be. i'm not saying that all rape victims have to suffer from some mental disability, but considering the situation, that seems highly unrealistic. they make rape and sexual assault not as horrific as it actually is, and normally i wouldn't care but the author is actually trying to tell an story and this isnt hentai for you to get a quick wank out of. it just makes me really uncomfortable to actually try to love this story when those issues arent dealt with correctly.