Boi, most of the comments may not be helping you at all. But anyways, most people would really react like they're so shocked or repulsed or whatever, but I think that you're not weird. Reading, writing, drawing, watching, or saying anything related to BL is okay. If it was weird, then it wouldn't become something a lot of people would like. And even if you are weird, then so am I. I pick my nose when I feel like it, anytime, anywhere. I also stare at a tree then quickly ask a person what's the color of the grass. Well, those two things are the weirdest actions I have done according to a lot of people. But going back you're not weird.
Am i accidentally not bookmark this manga so now i don't know the name of it but it is a story about a guy interested to the popular one and he is in art club and the popular one was on baseball ,he often sketch him in his sketch book and the two fall in love and become boyfriends so if you know this manga pls pls tell me the name or link of it cause i totally love the story. thanks