I feel the same asfskdhdke
I sadly agree with you , honestly the author should have developed their feelings through out the story more. And what you said about Dg healing Jiwon in a better way instead of the separation and everything is totally true. But I mean we can’t go back and fix the story and neither will the author but she can still fix the plot in the following chapters and who knows we might see their relationship grow in a beautiful way. I’m just hoping it’s not something very cliche but even if it is I don’t mind cause at this point I love the characters and story so much I just want to see a reasonable and happy ending!
Oh & also those moments and flashbacks when they’re together might not mean a lot when you read them because yeah in those moments Alex had a bad attitude towards the relationship . But idk I like to think about how maybe those moments meant a lot to jiwon deep down in his heart and that’s why it’s all coming out now. (´༎ρ༎`)
aUuugh saaaame, i love the characters and i want them to be happy but not like thiiiis ╥﹏╥
omg ik ebansmakwk
everytime i reread and i see those flashbacks of them being happy, idk why but i just feel icky because those times were just really something not worth of remembering especially because of how jiwon blatantly rejected those moments because of the fact that he was "forced" into it. like i don't know if there was ever a moment when they were really genuinely happy with each other.
please educate me. cause the only times i thought they were good for each other were times when they were lusting for each other or just generally before, while, and after they fuck and both enjoyed. ik hate me all you want or curse me but those were the only moments where i felt a connection between them, that they really needed each other.
thinking more abt this i wish the author tried to develop their relationship while revolving around the sex (because i was thinking that if they continued to be fuckbuddies who respected each other's body and privacy, it would've provided a better emotional and romantic route where dg can heal alex in a much more natural way rather than this separation). i wish the author didn't focus on making alex look so much of an ass in most of the chapters. with which she ends up giving him such a convenient and cliche background story just to earn readers approval again. augh.
alex's bad attitude is really understandable with a past like that but the violence and the overflowing negative energy in him whenever he dealt or even just interacted with dg and the things he felt was really too much of a spoil and a turn off on his character for me. actually not even that, it was his lack of compassion and reverence that was the most disappointing.
the aftermath of the terrible things that he's done, the forcing and stuff, were all kinda forced to being comedic and with alex's past i don't think he wouldn't think about what he's done to dg and not relate it to himself at all. i really want them to develop a real connection soon and with how it's going rn it's either gonna be a lame pityparty or a forced redemption arc. something might change my mind but idk this is what i think rn. what do you think?