plz tell me the name of the novel :'>
oh no never mind :'> I've found it :'> It's BE :'>
Right? I'm having heartaches too...
Since you've read the novel
Spoilers ahead :
Do u sympathise with the seme? I mean he wasn't able to see the Uke in his last times.. Personally I felt very bad and it was a bit cruel fate for him to go through that.. Truly he was a sad man realising his love so late in the game ughh it hurts thinking about it
Personally, I can't really sympathize with the seme ( Jiang Wen Xu) :'> I mean if I really truly love somebody, I can't bring myself to kiss another person, let alone having an affair behind my lover's back. He realized he loved him more than himself in the end and he did beg for forgiveness and that really makes me feel pity for him but that's it :'> I can't sympathize with him :'> btw, the one who I really sympathize with is the doctor ( I don't know how to write his name in English but I bet you know who that is :))
Well maybe pity was the right word! I felt sorry for the seme but yes for the doctor I am definitely sad but he chose to love the Uke knowing he would die,But since the uke was with him in his last moments... I know it doesn't make the pain he felt any less but still the doc was with him... But the seme ughh I don't know he could've gotten to see the Uke atleast once.. It's regrettable because now that person is no more in this world and that makes his pain worse than anything else really.. Makes him very pitiful ╥﹏╥
It was sad for him :'> But I think the one who got it worse was the doc :'> I mean Jiang Wen Xu at least was the one the He Zhi Shu truly loved at the end, the doctor couldn't do anything for him aside from carefully attend to him and watch him dying slowly. I mean just think of the scene when He Zhi Shu took his last breath, he mumbled about going home with Jiang Wen Xu after school while the doc was desperately trying to hold onto him. I think the one who has to witness him/her loved ones die right in front of you is the one suffering the most. The doc couldn't even shed a tear for Zhi Shu at his funeral, even calmly watched his body turning to ashes without mourning, but then everything turned into tears when he realized the Jamine had withered and he broke down realizing Zhi Shu was really gone. That's what I can really sympathize with. So the thing about me feeling more pain from the doc is that maybe I'm the kind who only loves the ones that love me and treat me right :'> that's only a matter of opinions :))
So the cheating seme never went to uke’s funeral..?
Spoiler
No one came actually :'< His parents all passed away. The only one who were there was the doctor.
Omg.....this just broke my heart even more.....thank you
Also is it because the jerk seme didn’t know about the funeral?? Or??
Yes. He didn't know Zhi Shu died :'>
Can you tell me when he does? Like how long until he knows that the uke had passed away?...this story really puts me in a dark place. This is too sad for me lol
Spolier
he bumped into the doctor right after Zhi Shu's funeral was done ans the doctor was the one who informed him about Zhi Shu's death. So I guess about 2 weeks.
Oh...that’s just sad...thank you!
you guys i read the novel and i am a sobbing wreck