Looking for a manga

I am looking for a manga both for me to re-read and for a friend. I can only remember a few parts but it could help in some way:
Basically this young guy moves out to the countryside, he is afraid of bugs, he falls in love with a blonde dude with glasses who lives next door or something. He befriends another young guy who is kind of antisocial. It goes more into the antisocial dudes story. He is in love with this guy that he lives with and that takes care of him. They were part of yakuza or another group thing. In one of the chapters the first uke and the antisocial guy get kidnapped and the uke is forced to drink (like litterally forced into his mouth). The antisocial dude gets beat up. Then the first seme comes and kicks one of the guys in the face because he sees the uke unconscious.
Later on somehow the antisocial guy ends up getting shot and that is all i remember. Thnxs :)