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Argh, that sounds awful. I've got a similar deal but it's more along the lines of not believing in it and just seeing it as an excuse for all the shit I've seen at this point. I can't have relationships because of it and another fear sprouted from a similar thing that I'm slowly getting over. It's awful and takes time/maturing, I have my fingers crossed for ya.
lmfao this reminded me of when i was younger i used to hate love because my dad cheated on my mom during the time she was pregnant with my lil sis and she almost got ran over by his car while he was coming back with his side chick (she was only one of a few) when he thought my mother wouldn't be home and i saw it all as a lil kid and how she sufferend a lot and it traumatized my childhood and then she forgave him but got her revenge by cheating on him too and then there was also my uncle that cheated on my aunt with a teen girl and my grandma also got cheated on by her husband who got another woman pregnant and my cousin cheated on her bf and didn't even regret it or felt bad about it and i saw all of the cheated ones suffering and thought "F*CK i'm NEVER falling in love and getting into a relatioship. EVER. love is a very f(cked up shit." and to this day i still fear love and have trust issues but it's not as bad as before