I know this is going to sound weird, but..

I was almost raped last night in a public park (I'll include the story below) and I was wondering if anyone could recommend some manga with non-con in it? BL if possible, please!

I hope that doesn't sound insensitive or anything... I think I just have a strange way of coping. Anyway, I hope the rest of you had a better weekend!

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To summarize: I wasn't attacked from the bushes or anything! I actually did a pretty stupid thing. I went to the park with a person that I had a falling out with in high school because I was hoping I could potentially give them a chance to show me a better side of them(?) if that makes sense. But I think he just wanted a fuck buddy. He was being pretty calm on the first night.

I didn't really want to go again that second night, but I figured I might as well since I had nothing better to do(?). Things were okay at first, but he kept pressuring me to get high so we did, and he started forcing himself on me even though I told him I didn't want to be doing that sort of thing in public. He kept trying to undress me and stuff and it got to the point where I snapped at him and he got upset.

Sooo i ignored him and he ignored me ignoring him, even though I probably should have just slapped him and walked away then. But he messaged my friend since he was frustrated with me and she rushed over to bring me home! Since apparently this guy has a habit of trying to bang his ex's friends to get back at her.

Anyway, I'm fine now but that could have been bad I guess. Also I hope it doesn't sound too dramatic by calling it 'rape'. I personally consider pressuring someone into sex/touching/groping them without their consent to be rape. Or at the very least rapist behavior.

Moral of the story: Stay safe out there and don't get high/intoxicated or be alone with people you don't completely trust!!