I felt the same as you... that scene broke my heart, being myself a rape victim was unbereable... (I skipped those chapters)
But I have faith in this one, because it didn't show the rape as something romantic, and, I think (bc I didn't read the complete manhwa), the plot is heading to how to get over rape, and that give me hope...
First of all, I am sincerely sorry!! I don't even want to think about it or put myself in your shoes, because it's such a terrible thing and it would utterly break me (I can't even imagine how it affected YOU). The fact that you can talk about it (be it online), already makes you a strong person and I admire that, even though I'm just a stranger. In addition, when I think about how this manhwa could actually be able to somehow help people who were raped, even a tiny bit, or comfort them, makes me happy, because although the author is touching a sensitive (yet actually common) topic, he/she is indirectly giving support and love to people who went through it. [On another note, I personally hate the word 'victim'. Being named/labelled that way because of someone else's action(s) (murder/rape etc.), irritates me] I just deeply hope and wish that one day, whenever that may be, you will feel better, be it A LOT better or SLIGHTLY better (Time only helps to make everything less painful, not recover completely). Have a wonderful night xx
I thought it would be cute and fluffy with mild smut but when that scene came up, in the professor's house with drunk Youngmin and . . I just couldn't go on reading it. My stomach flipped in the worst possible way, my throat got stuck and I was on the verge of tears. Just knowing what would happen next broke me . . Thus I dropped it. I'm too weak for these kind of manga/manhwa. </3 I just wish that never happened . . I will just pretend it didn't and that Youngmin and Jungwoo live happily ever after. I tried not to spoil BUT I HAD TO GET MY THOUGHTS OUT OF MY CHEST. #TooHeavyForMe #MyHeart