Call me stupid but please answer! ANSWER ME

I am looking for a manga that recently updated and I love it so much but Im so stupid because I didn't bookmark that manga ╥﹏╥ and what's more I am struggling to find a place where I could be alone and yet when I did it wanst in the first page of recently update d manga up to the 20th page and also it was not in the first page or here... and so on.... (￣∇￣") ╮(￣▽￣)╭ anyway all I remembered is that the uke is cute black hair and he dream to an actor and also he idolized the seme and so he audition and audition to reach his dream and one day he accidentally scratched or let as say crash seme's car and he leave a note there and then he audition and yet he was criticized by seme and then he was angry at him and then later on end of the auditon blah blah seme called the number that was left on his car and accidentally that number was from that boy he fail and then the repair of that car cost a lot and then the seme offer that he will be his assistant and the boy refuse and then when got back to his company(uke) the president is doing a black market churva like he drug his actor for AV and then again seme save uke and then uke agreed to be his assistant and hoooo.... its too long right guys? Ahm if you guys need more details to help me wahahahahah please say so and if you know it already please say so like I need them so much （/TДT)/