It's pretty clear that the reason he decided to keep the child was cause and I qoute, DoJin said it's his child too. Hyesung doesn't really have the heart to do it. Honestly from the raws (spoiler alert) I'm genuinely surprised he actually accepted getting pregnant. If it was me I'd be too terrified of literally repeating my mother footsteps. He's only 19/20, that a really really young age, I'm that age if I got pregnant now I'd freak and o form from a happy and healthy home where even tho it would create waves I would still find loving support. He has no one. Absolutely no one. You can say he has DoJin but it only after he got pregnant that DoJin acting in a way that obvious to hyesung that he cares. The boy needs a backup plan. A sense of even fake security and that money contract was just that. Let's face it, he can't know that DoJin won't change his mind and leave him with the baby. We know he wont but until a certain point hyesung just thought he was using him to get inspired. Like could you trust that? Could you trust your entire future on some guy who albiet is rich is keeping you only cause you think he sees you as a muse. Not only that but in the beg DoJin attitude (not his mental attitude, the stuff hyesung can see) is simply if he is in heat I'll sexually deal with him. He didn't listen to hyesung don't touch me request from the knotting episode. It's not like his lack of trust is unfounded. Do I agree with the contract and money no. But it's not like he's constantly going if you don't do that I'll abort the baby, DoJin is literally throwing things on a plate. Pregnancy is hard, it's hard when you have support and it's terrifying when you have no one. Hyesung can't fully know he has someone. He didn't even know he could be pregnant, how can he chill and trust? He's also dealing with a lot mentally, the aura of omega haunts him. In his mind the only thing saving him form his father is him being an alpha...what the biggest sign of being an omega ..being pregnant. If you knew you'd had to meet your tormentor in a physical condition where he could abuse you the most, well you'd prob struggle too. I know I would. Plus hormones and pregnancy, pregnancy get to you even when it's planned. And apperently omegas have shorter pregnancies, ie waking up one day from a belly to a faint contraption of a stomach the size of the moon.
A fair point
so many people have sympathy for hyesung and like, I get it, from a logical standpoint. He's been through shit, he's in shit right now.
But from the same standpoint, I can't give him sympathy. At all. He knew what he was doing, stupidity or ignorance isn't an excuse. If he wanted to terminate, fine, go for it. But using the kid for money and then somehow being overwhelmed when he's the one who made the decision to have it (and then not be involved with it, like he was planning) is scummy.
It's repulsive. I don't sympathize with him at all because it'd take no more than two seconds of thought to not do something so shitty. Even if he did want to use the kid for money and then leave, it'd take no more than a shred of human decency not to be a spoiled brat to dojin.
ugh, I can't even put into words how angry he makes me.