THANK YOU. THANK YOU. Like that was so fucking wrong. And no amount of 'secret' love will justify it. "I'm just afraid to love you because you enjoy sleeping with others." Bitch, then don't love him at all. Maru seems to be the actual underdeveloped one here >:/ its urking. The one time he loses his cool he has to become a jerk. People always want to justify and sexualize a fucking jerk because "they are good on the inside." So what ?? He was wrong here. Period.
Mu is the one who claimed he loved Maru while continuing to sleep around with other people. From Maru's point of view, who is actually in love with Mu, Mu is a filthy slut who's apparent feelings can't even keep his dick away from someone else for five seconds. It's unfair to Maru and it's playing with his feelings.
I'm not saying what Maru did was right, it wasn't. But if you have a reputation of being a ho, people are going to treat you like a ho no matter what you say. And again, Maru did something bad and Mu deserves all the cuddles at the moment, but he instigated it.
I agree with you that Mu's feelings did not seem as sincere as they were after the affairs he had with others, but I don't agree that it's unfair to Maru. It would be unfair if he confessed to Mu and Mu confessed back and still kept on having sex with others but that was not the case. Like what I've said in my original comment, Mu did not even know that Maru liked him and Maru just kept on treating Mu like he was the plague. I think if he had just been honest, something might have changed. Like Mu was obviously willing to change just for Maru. Andd, let's not forget that Maru slept with other people, while claiming to love Mu, too. The only difference is that he didn't say anything about it. So how exactly is this unfair to Maru?
On a different note, this reply was really hard to make because I keep on confusing their names. :)))))
XD I got a notification for this, and it brought back my old Maru rage, haha. The one thing about Mu's faults is that he was honest about them. Being afraid of being hurt is never a reason to intentionally hurt someone back, even if they love you enough to look over it. I wish author would have continued their story even a chapter or two so we could see them develop! (And yes! I remember I used to confuse their names as well!!!)
I Hate Maru. I'm not saying Mu's perfect, but how the hell could he purposefully hurt Mu like that? Some people say that Maru's reaction (getting pissed, etc) is just normal, like he has the right to do that because Mu is sleeping with other people. BUT, Mu doesn't even know that Maru loves him! They're not even together, Mu loves Maru, but he thinks that Maru's in love with Yumeji, him asking Maru to have sex with him is an act of desperation since he thinks he'll never get an actual chance with Maru. And I can't stand people defending Maru's actions. What he did was wrong.