tell me your thoughts ?

octosadiie June 11, 2018 10:14 am

shit it hurts so bad ...... hanabusa senpai these tears that wont stop , that are full of fustration , sadness , and anger they are for you ! Like fuck my heart goes out to him he's been hurt twice now ( he's the only fucking person i feel bad for , well him amd the dad ) ..... this would have been better to me if Haruki would have had a successful suicide , like usually i hate to read mangas with suicide because its so damn sad but i felt like it would have fit in this one but i dont know if the emotional factor would have been the same ...... like we're all fucking mad because it turned out the way it did right ? so how would some of you guys feel if Haruki would have commited suicide ?

Responses
    Anonymous June 11, 2018 1:47 pm

    I'm not really mad at the ending, at all. Probably because I already expected this ending from the start, and continued reading it regardless. I honestly would have been surprised if it HAD ended any other way, and frankly disappointed if he ended up with Hanabusa-senpai, because it would have been too clean an ending for such a tragic story. Suicide is obviously not something to take lightly, if you look at the research, a large percent of suicide survivors regretted it at the very last minute. I wouldn't wish suicide for any person, fictional or otherwise. So yes, he ended up with his abuser, and yeah it's messed up. But who’s to say things can’t get better for him/them? Sure, things could also get worse. But if you’re alive there’s always a chance that things can get better, but if you’re dead, then you’ve got no chance at all. That’s what I think.

    beniboshi June 11, 2018 2:21 pm

    Not to mention, how do you think his dad would feel if Haruki had committed suicide successfully??

    octosadiie June 11, 2018 3:02 pm
    I'm not really mad at the ending, at all. Probably because I already expected this ending from the start, and continued reading it regardless. I honestly would have been surprised if it HAD ended any other way,... @Anonymous

    yeah , the ending isnt bad its just its obvious but not obvious how the older brother is feeling i just feel in limbo like what is he feeling for his stepbrother now? and yeah i was sketchy on the suicide but the discription of his feelings in the middle left me feeling like it should of happened ( was going to happen more like it ) but i think its cool he got help and talked to somebody

    octosadiie June 11, 2018 3:04 pm
    Not to mention, how do you think his dad would feel if Haruki had committed suicide successfully?? beniboshi

    what did you say ? alternate ending ?

    beniboshi June 11, 2018 3:27 pm
    what did you say ? alternate ending ? octosadiie

    I mean, you asked how we would feel if Haruki committed suicide? I'm saying if he did, how would his dad feel, because the dad just lost his wife and unborn child (wife was pregnant) so losing Haruki as well would have been way too tragic for the dad. So I'm glad Haruki is alive. :)