Ughhh

Why do you feel this way?

He's holding back because he thinks he'll push the other one too far too fast. Probably also why he is avoiding the room at night, so he doesn't attack. Esp since the other one seems rather innocent when it comes to what happens next.

Why? I feel like everything is more likely a misunderstanding on Saiji's part. Amano/Zen is being rather direct with everything and acting quite adorably flirty. Saiji is the one presuming that Amano does not actually like him and all that jazz.

I agree with you about not liking amano. Im not a fan of how he plays on haayuu's emotions in order to get his way. He also was trying to get haayuu to confess when he could have just confessed himself. He liked haayuu just as much as haayuu liked him. It wasn't right for amano to assume the relationship was real between them when he hadn't made it clear to haayuu, that he wasn't in a relationship with someone else. That why I don't like him. （￣へ￣）

He is not being direct at all. As Lupin3rd pointed out.

How about pushing them too far too fast in the other direction as we could clearly see happened when Amano hadn't yet confessed and Hanyuu got his erection from their first kiss?

That's true actually. I rather hate it when two guys are in love and one of them is feeling insecure and unsure about it while the other knows that both of them are in love. And the one knows stays silent because they want to hear the confession. They never think about how much agony the insecure one must feel.

Yet I still like Amano. To me he is rather sweet lover, although he's a thoughtless airhead (in the matters of the heart). He seems like the type to just do things without much thinking.

Lol yeah the airhead type has always been the classic pick over the insecure type. But I wonder if amano was actually honest about not being in a relationship with a girl, would haayuu still have not confessed? Insecurities aside, people normally don't confessed to friends when they know they know the other is straight and in a relationship. Why risk a friendship with someone you love when all the odds are against you? I rather at least wait until I have a fighting chance. My opinion.

Yep, I personally wouldn't approach my friend if I had feelings for them since I treasure friendship quite a lot. I wouldn't want to ruin it. And I tend to be a bit pessimistic so I'd never believe that I could stand a chance.

Yea, I'm like that too. But I have gotten to the point in my life where I have no room for any more regret. I choose to be true to my feeling. It's nothing wrong with liking someone.