His love for Jaeha
"I can't look you in the eyes yet" ... why? Why did he need to forgive him?
Because Jaeha has hurt him a lot and the break they had really hit him. He still loves Jaeha he’s just probably ashamed for what he did like forcing him to have sex or just as I said his break up with Jaeha strucked him pretty good. I think that’s what he meant I might be wrong this is just from what I understood from it.
Ok. That makes sense. I thought I had missed something big that'd he'd done to him after the break. Or even before.
Stories like these can get confusing at times
... to explain what upset the lighter haired one is getting over? This has been so drawn out and back and forth, I honestly stopped really being able to follow probably 30 chapters ago.