No matter what happens don't die. Wait until u can leave. The amount of time u will mostlikely live with your parents is little to the amount left once u leave, but only if you live.
I actually can help u, I have a lot of mutuals on twitter living in MENA or in the West who are LGBT and ex-muslims, most of them are gay but I know some queer women. I think talking to others can help, that helped me a lot, dw ur not the only one in this situation, this shitty religion that is Islam really ruin so many lives
This is not because of islam. Dont blame religion
Everyone has their own thoughts about it
I know so many muslims who are open minded and support LGBT rights... as i knew cristians who are not
Islam saved so many people
And god gave us choices in this world and gave us freedom sadly it is people who take it from us
The most beautiful thing in the world is to love
And its not up to anyone or anything to tell you who to love
I wish you happiness and to be with the one you love but dont blame religion
You have a choice to break free and take matters into ur own hands so do it
It's bc of Islam that so many things got worse. Those few muslims are like part of 2% of the whole muslim population. The Arab world will never prosper like the West bc they are too busy going backward bc of Islam. I myself have a muslim family and I'm from a muslim country so I know how shit is, thanks.
I am muslim and i am from a muslim country and islam has nothing to do with it
And it is the west who wishes for us to stay sooooo far behind and being controlled
Islam is all about learning and advancing . God pushes us to do better and rise above all of this bullshit
But it is us humans who are fucking retarded and wont move forward keeping ourselves stuck in one place and blaming islam
I hate my parents. They force me to be religious I have to do what they say I have to follow the religion I don't want to I don't believe in it I want to follow my own path but I can't. I don't want to wear the veil I don't want to marry a man I want a woman but it's impossible. I will suffer big consequences if I chose my feelings over their feelings. All I have ever wanted in my short life is to be free but freedom is impossible to achieve. I hate my life I consider to commit suicide when I can I can't take it anymore I am suffocating living like that I wish I was free like you