PLEASE DON'T READ THAT IF YOU HAVEN'T READ THE 41 CHAPS I hate Haejoon so much!...

PLEASE DON'T READ THAT IF YOU HAVEN'T READ THE 41 CHAPS











I hate Haejoon so much! All his acts, all that he's done, I felt like throwing up while reading it.

I was super angry when Tom said "I'm hard" just after the kiss with Haejoon. But I kinda understand that since he had no experience (except with his current boyfriend) he was "attracted" sexually by Haejoon. Because it was something new, something interesting and it felt weird and exciting to be touched by someone else. That didn't mean anything towards his feelings for Jaemin but it was something which bothered him in all kind of ways. So let's say that I """""understand""""" why he thought abt Haejoon after the kiss. What made me really mad like SUPER mad was all the thing with the handjob. Again, I can """"understand"""" it but... honestly, I'm not even sure I can.
I like Tom and I respect him, he's cute and have clearly some insecurity issues
but I hated him when he let Haejoon have his way during the handjob scene. And most of all, because he never told anything to Jaemin and I still kinda do because he still hasn't told Jaemin.

I totally understand that it's super difficult to talk abt these things when u think you're gonna hurt the other personn's feelings (which is kinda obvious) but I hate the fact that Tom keep Jaemin in the dark. Jaemin has told him numerous time that he's sorry and Tom still hasn't explained himself.
Still abt what happened before (like 15 chapters ago ^^), I think that Jaemin's idea of solving things by having sex was a big mistake. He's a real angel and he does mean no harm but he didn't help the situation by doing that.
So they all have some kind of responsability for what happened even if it's mainly Haejoon's fault!!!

Well I hope and I'm sure it will go well in the next chapters. I just hope that everything will be out in the open soon and that Tom and Jaemin will be able to talk.
I just want a happy ending for these two.... I'm sorry that they had to go through all this.

Please don't hate me for what I said abt Tom. I kinda wrote everything that was going through my mind and I didn't think abt it that much. I think it's a great and super original manhua. It's full of different feelings and emotions and I love it for that. Jaemin's tears at the end of the chapter litterally broke my heart. I just want them to talk now !! :)