wait i misread that, thats how i get annoyed, i get anxiety from when a teacher or someone who is in charge tells me that i need to talk to them, even if i know its a good thing im still scared shitless, and to solve that i bash my head into tables (im starting to think that solving my problems with one idea isn't good)
totally can relate to that.
Honestly, new situations, new people, and tests really trigger anxiety for me. It often causes me to pretty bad stomach aches. Most of the time, I can logically think through it and not feel nervous, but still have a lot of the physical symptoms (sweaty palms, headache, stomach ache, disorientation, slow reactions, etc)
I get anxiety when I talk to people. Like, on the outside I try to stay calm but on the inside I'm freaking out. I get cold sweats and feel unease; my heart cannot calm the fuck down. XD
I work at a bookstore and I have to force myself to talk to the customers to see if they're finding everything okay but when I talk to someone I'm used to or when I'm behind the screen I'm okay. And I don't know how to calm myself yet unfortunately. .-.
What's your anxiety? Do you have way to at least calm yourself?
I have this weird stomache every time I meet someone new. Although years before I was told I was a total extrovert, but since I started to work from home, it's hard for me now to go out and meet people. Also now I hate crowds, it makes me wanna throw up. Warm drink usually calms me.
I also (unconsciously) build a wall whenever people get too close to me, so I never have close friend until now. (=・ω・=)