Ahh, why do I feel so sad of Fei sleeping with Mikhail? T_T And for Asami's sake! I though...

Kate LeClair May 3, 2018 5:23 pm

Ahh, why do I feel so sad of Fei sleeping with Mikhail? T_T And for Asami's sake! I thought he was so over him.
Ah, I love Fei x Yoh so much, especially after that novella where they've been together. And here, actually, there IS a genuine interest from the Mikh's side (towards Fei) but with Fei... It looks like he is "tolerating" it mostly (during the "act"), unlike the novella where he genuinely enjoyed being with Yoh. And Yoh T_T He probably knows what's going on inside that hotel room (or he will see), what will he do? Probably will keep his mouth shut T_T Oh, babies... WHY, Amane-sensei?! ╥____╥
*please don't mind my emotional breakdown here, I've been shipping Fei x Yoh from the very moment they appeared (prob for 7 years or more xDD)*

Responses
    Anonymous May 3, 2018 5:35 pm

    Love your comment!

    Smoothie May 3, 2018 5:58 pm

    You feel sad because you support Yoh/Fei of course. I think there is genuine interest from both sides. Fei came to Mik knowing exactly what Mik wanted and what was going to happen. He even instigated the sex by undressing first. He is definitly attracted to Mik at least sexually. Like we know he uses sex as an asset, because he's probably weary of opening himself up, so no one can betray him like Asami did.
    From Mik side it doesn't even need to be said. We thought before that he only wanted to him to further his business. But the expressions on his face just before the sex and the fact the he is effectively risking his life in the hope of starting a relationship with Fei shows he holds him in higher regard than that.

    Smoothie May 3, 2018 6:00 pm

    *definitely ¯_(ツ)_/¯

    gu. May 3, 2018 6:09 pm

    Mikhail with fei vs yoh with fei (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜 it's really hard to choose but to be honest I'd feel quite sad if fei ends up with mikail ( they are so hot together by the way ) because it will be idk how to describe : no matter what yoh is doing for his sake he ( sempai ) will never notice him

    Anjinsan May 3, 2018 7:19 pm

    what novella...?

    Anonymous May 3, 2018 7:19 pm

    He didn't sleep with Mikhail because of Asami's sake but for his own sake too. He's over him and doing willingly, not forced by anyone. But it was cruel for yoh.:(

    No Name May 3, 2018 7:26 pm

    My feeling is that Feilong somewhat still loving Asami but in a different way because it’s more of friendship-alliance type of thing they have now, especially Feilong likes Ahikito as a friend after all the stuff happen. It’s mixture of feeling I guess for Feilong. That is why he willing to help Asami since love time died down since Akihito made him face that he was in love with him all this time. In a sense, he was a bit hesitant when Mikhail told him he was willing to go this far for Asami.

    Yoh definitely knows what is going on. I think he always do this type of stuff so he is use to it. I think he is like let nature takes its course with Feilong, but seeming him calling Feilong without “sama”, definitely it’s going his way. But he is definitely a very understanding guy if u also know what’s is happening up there with another big mafia guy

    Feilong does use his body to get what he wants. I think this was mention in his arc hence his coldness to everything. In my heart I always believe that Asami did love Feilong but everything happen in HK (Asami is a realist after-all).

    What do you guy think?

    Kate LeClair May 3, 2018 7:51 pm
    You feel sad because you support Yoh/Fei of course. I think there is genuine interest from both sides. Fei came to Mik knowing exactly what Mik wanted and what was going to happen. He even instigated the sex by... Smoothie

    Well... I don't know honestly. Maybe there IS some interest from Fei's side but I think probably only in the sexual way, in the slightest way. He doesn't seem very into it from the beginning - he seduces him yes, but no further (especially because he doesn't really need to do it - Mikh is already interested, and Fei knows it). There is no "passion" in his movements (like in Mikhail's). And he undressed first because he would like to deal with this all quickly, I believe? oO He definitely didn't like it when Mikhail hugged him (look at his face), as I said before - it looks like he tolerates it. Fei definitely does it despite his enormous feel of pride, maybe even through clenched teeth. Can I just copy what I said to other comment? x3
    Here it is:
    "In the novella about him and Yoh I remember him saying that he received a lot of that kind of "offers" from a lot of people but never saw a point in doing smth like this. So I don't think he would "sell" his body even for the business' sake. He is just too proud of a man. But here...
    Here, I think he knew that Mikhail is too arrogant and selfish to do smth for someone when there is no actual profit for him, no matter how much money he'd offer to him. BUT! - Fei knew that Mikhail was genuinely interested in him and it is the only thing he could offer to get him do smth about that organisation (I bet he will betray Fei, because he already IN in this shit - he met with Sudou before, smth is going on already there). So I think he did it only because there was no other option for him to make Mikhail "work" for his sake."
    And yeah, Mikhail IS interested in Fei (but I doubt his interest in Fei is THAT deep and serious) - that's for sure, but he definitely didn't hope that anything could happen between them. That is especially seen by his surprised expression when Fei agrees and says "I'm quite expensive". And he KNOWS that Fei is not interested in relationship with him (I doubt he is) and only uses his body for the sake of his own profits, but let's not forget that Mikhail is also a sneeky bastard that will not do smth that will not profit HIM. I think he doesn't "cherish" this "connection" with Fei THAT much. He could easily betray their agreement - I will be not surprised if he does. All the more so he's already received what he wanted from Fei - his body. I don't think he is a man of honor, if you know what I mean? :D
    But of course I've build all this theory through the prism of my love for Fei/Yoh x3 So please don't judge me too much x)

    Kate LeClair May 3, 2018 8:03 pm
    what novella...? Anjinsan

    It's called "Finder no Rakuin")) There is an english translation of it somewhere on tumblr, I believe.

    Kate LeClair May 3, 2018 8:50 pm
    Mikhail with fei vs yoh with fei (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜 it's really hard to choose but to be honest I'd feel quite sad if fei ends up with mikail ( they are so hot together by the way ) because it will be idk how to... gu.

    I don't think he will, Mikhail is too much of a bastard to Fei be able to trust him x)
    And I think two bosses of mafia don't have a future together - maybe just sex but not a relationship. Their personalities would clash too much. I think that is why Fei and Asami could never end up together (even if the circumstances were different and there was no that misunderstanding that happened between them in the past) - they are just too independent and too...dominant? They both need someone who would support them AND concede to them even (I'm not sure what word to use. Whay I mean is they need someone who will be faithful to them no matter what). For Asami it is Akihito - he is from completely different world and it should has been a problem but it happened to be an advantage for them. So I think Feilong needs someone similar - someone who will be always near him - who will support him, respect him and do anything for him - and not because Fei is a boss or a incredibly hot man (lol) but because that person will see that behind this stoic and proud exterior hides big and vulnerable heart.

    gu. May 3, 2018 9:00 pm
    I don't think he will, Mikhail is too much of a bastard to Fei be able to trust him x)And I think two bosses of mafia don't have a future together - maybe just sex but not a relationship. Their personalities wo... Kate LeClair

    Well yeah I totally agree with u there's no place for feelings in business world sadly xD but I think fei doesn't want to take yoh's feelings with a serious way or idk but yoh need to move on a serious steps and levels to make their relationship happen in the other hand that blonde cock really nailed it and have the biggest possibilty to make MxF happen even for a short while xD just my op

    Aerei May 3, 2018 9:08 pm

    I was going to make a topic about this exactly.
    Like, yeah for me is Yoh x Fei since forever BUT a little bit of Mikhail X Fei is not so bad... but given the circunstances and all with the plot, it makes sence still i feel empty.
    I've been reading the FINDER series since i was 17, this year i'll be 31 and can't belive that we still have a long way to go with this.

    Aerei May 3, 2018 9:09 pm
    I don't think he will, Mikhail is too much of a bastard to Fei be able to trust him x)And I think two bosses of mafia don't have a future together - maybe just sex but not a relationship. Their personalities wo... Kate LeClair

    Exactly! totally agree with you!.

    Smoothie May 3, 2018 9:17 pm
    Well... I don't know honestly. Maybe there IS some interest from Fei's side but I think probably only in the sexual way, in the slightest way. He doesn't seem very into it from the beginning - he seduces him ye... Kate LeClair

    Mik knows that Fei likes Asami, he knew back on the ship and Fei confirmed it now. So maybe he does want something deeper with Fei but doesn't think there's a chance it will ever happen...? Mik probably knows that Fei is using his feelings, which is why he made it hard for Fei during the sex.. I keep thinking of Mik's face before hugging Fei, it must be painful for him :/

    Kate LeClair May 3, 2018 9:18 pm
    Mikhail with fei vs yoh with fei (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜 it's really hard to choose but to be honest I'd feel quite sad if fei ends up with mikail ( they are so hot together by the way ) because it will be idk how to... gu.

    Oh, and I wanted to add - although it's sad (for me) to see Fei with Mikhail - it is not completely unplesant - they DO look hot. And at least Mikhail is not a complete stranger (to us and to Fei) or some bastard who would simply f*ck Fei without any care for him. He, at least, respects Fei in some way, maybe adores him even.

    Kate LeClair May 3, 2018 9:23 pm
    I was going to make a topic about this exactly. Like, yeah for me is Yoh x Fei since forever BUT a little bit of Mikhail X Fei is not so bad... but given the circunstances and all with the plot, it makes sence ... Aerei

    Aaaaw, be my bro here - I've been reading it since I was 15 and this year I will turn 26 xDD Finder always will remind me of my youth and teenage years x3
    I also fear that I will probably turn 40 when it ends. And haru wo daiteita? Jesus, it's been out for SO long and is still ongoing x)

    Smoothie May 3, 2018 9:23 pm
    Oh, and I wanted to add - although it's sad (for me) to see Fei with Mikhail - it is not completely unplesant - they DO look hot. And at least Mikhail is not a complete stranger (to us and to Fei) or some basta... Kate LeClair

    Do you think if Mik was fleshed out as a character you might like the ship more? I feel like that would be the case for many people
    Nevertheless I hope he gets good character development, and soon

    Luna (previously Anonimo) May 3, 2018 9:24 pm
    I was going to make a topic about this exactly. Like, yeah for me is Yoh x Fei since forever BUT a little bit of Mikhail X Fei is not so bad... but given the circunstances and all with the plot, it makes sence ... Aerei

    WUUUUTTT??? Tanto tiene esta serie???? Manita. Yo empece pero por algo todavía no me ha enganchado. Sin embargo estoy aquí porque vi los spoilers del cap 79 y siempre me ha parecido Feilong el personaje más interesante de este manga y de por deeeooosss que se ve de un hot que necesito verlo con el rusito.

    Kate LeClair May 3, 2018 9:29 pm
    Do you think if Mik was fleshed out as a character you might like the ship more? I feel like that would be the case for many peopleNevertheless I hope he gets good character development, and soon Smoothie

    Well, maybe)
    I'm not THAT against Fei and Mik (I simply want Fei to be happy damn it xD). I also hope there will be GOOD character development for Mik, now he seems like a douche to me x) Idk, maybe because of that lack of the character development that I can't believe that he is that deep for Fei ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
    Well, and of course because old ships die HARD x)

    Aerei May 3, 2018 10:30 pm
    WUUUUTTT??? Tanto tiene esta serie???? Manita. Yo empece pero por algo todavía no me ha enganchado. Sin embargo estoy aquí porque vi los spoilers del cap 79 y siempre me ha parecido Feilong el personaje más ... Luna (previously Anonimo)

    De esta historia, es mi favorito.
    Yo siempre pensé en que en el manga, de alguna manera tendria algo con Mikhail y asi sucedio pero, con la novela (Finder no Rakuin) pues cambie de parecer en shippearlos como tal.
    Sin embargo no me opongo a verlos, solo que no se, queria algo mas sustancioso y tipo a los momentos hot de Asami y Akihito pero bueh, como la cosa no se dio en ese plan, pues me tengo que conformar.
    Si, tiene bastante tiempo la serie, de pana pienso que llegare a los 40 y todavia se estra serializando lol.