Help me find

NyukNyukMeowBitch April 22, 2018 3:28 am

There's a manga I want to find, here's what I remember:
It's yaoi.
The uke went to America for a while and while he was there his school got shot up and he witnessed his friend being shot right in front of him. The experience gave him mild PTSD.
The uke and seme I think knew each other before uke moved.
Uke came back and went to the same school as seme (they lived at the school so it might have been a boarding school).
Uke has a PTSD attack one day when his friend showed him a (I think) realistic gun (nobody knew about his trauma until then).
Uke's father is almost all the time at work.
At some point a guy becomes kinda obsessed with the seme and kinda harasses the uke (by that I mean he put razor blades in his shoe)
While chasing down the stalker/harasser the uke climbs a ladder only to fall off and hurt his leg.
I remember at the beginning they throw the uke into a pond while he's a sleep as a welcoming ceremony.

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