But you know what? You know all that and seem to know yourself pretty well. You also know you try to become someone else who's not you, so instead why not just accept you are who you are and just try to do things you think is right, little by little? We can't really escape depression, but if we find what makes us depressed then we can just try to change our train of thought. Like Aki-chan did :)
I just wanna find a ryuu-ni for myself ╥﹏╥ (well, boyfriend would be nice, but really, any event that can help me find my worth and get me out of the spiral of depression, cuz being able to see one's depression is a step foward, but if you don't take another one you're still at the same place)
I just want a, ribbons and all, wrapped up hottie right out my doorstep to hand me a corgi with the cutest butt. One more stress reliever into my rack----hottie can go, for all I care.
Aight, I can tell from the previous topics that almost all of us can relate to Aki. Yep, it just us feeling inferior against the world. Sometimes we would feel like we're the blacksheep in the family or think that we're actually adopted and parents won't just tell to spare us the hurt. Then we start to ask ourselves why are we even born? What's my purpose? Well, boohoo. That's just life. We just can't accept who we are. And we don't know that everybody has their own shortcomings just like we do. That's why we fall into depression. We want to be someone else, someone who is not who we are. So we end up comparing ourselves to others and long for what they have. Denying our own worth. Isolating our thoughts. We're the ones depressing ourselves.
Now, I'm depressed. (￣∇￣")