F&:k this damn manhwa!!!

Oh hell! (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
I'm about to rant! Don't read if you hate long essay like opinions.

Jesus Christ! I feel like pulling my hair from the roots for how much I want to punch something. Why is this story giving me headaches and anxiety?!

At first when I started this I thought it would push the boundary of acceptance and the hardships of being in love with someone of the the same sex. Then some cute fluffy bunny shit. But here I am over 50 chapters in and there is so many dumbass filler chapters or insane plot changes.

Why can't Siwon just sit down, take in a god damn deep breath and figure out for 'REAL' if he is even remotely ready for his relationship with Jinha to take off. Or even figure out if he wants to be with a man in the damn first place?

All this back and forth...

"I think I love him...No I don't...but I do...but I shouldn't...but I miss him...but it's wrong...but it's him...but...BUT BUT BUT!!!" Σ(っ°Д °;)っ

Boy if you don't just freaking figure it out already--damn!

It's not rock science. Either you can handle the hardship of loving a man in a conservative country with some possible set backs or you leave him. No if, ands, or buts about it.

Now...Xia Run...however you spell his damn name. This was by far the creepiest he's ever been. The actual pictures of him raping Siwon and holding him hostage was freaking weird.
Plus I have no idea what's his true self. If its the soft confession just now or the shit that's flowing through his or Jinhas heads.

Also, there is no way in hell Siwon shouldn't slap him the next update. If he doesn't; I will climb into the story like the k-drama 'W' and slap both of them. And then proceed to steal Jinha away.
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