YES SOMEBODY SAID IT FUCK FINALLY THANK YOU
THANK YOU.
Geez, I cannot tell you how annoying it is when people get frustrated over Siwon. It's like, "yeah, I get what you're going through, frustration and whatnot", but Siwon had no homosexual feelings towards Jinha until now. As far as I know, he was straight before Jinha came back into his life. It takes guts and courage to accept newfound feelings of sexuality. Especially, if you've never dabbled in same-sex relationships. Coupled with the fact that Siwon has self-esteem issues, of course he's going to act this way.
Also Korea's still a very homophobic place. Plus think about his terrible dad. It makes perfect sense why he reacted the way he did. If he had been positive after they were exposed, that would have been completely unrealistic. Kudos to mangaka for capturing the true psyche of the MCs.
THANK YOU. this is the entire embodiment of what i've been thinking. this isn't just about "the fuk" it's about the characters growing, and a LOT of ppl here just aren't getting it.
Jeez guys wtf is wrong with you??
Y'all clearly do NOT understand Siwon AT ALL. This is obviously not and easy simple "love at first sight" and "fUcC" manhua. If you just wanne see two guys get together FAST and FUCK without a lot of problems then go read a different one.
These characters aren't just simple stereotypes, they are very complex characters who are all VERY different. The author did a PERFECT job at making and developing these characters. With lots of background stories and memories and emotions. If you then add the REALITY of how homosexuality is handled in South Korea + anxiety + low self-esteem + stress, you get Siwon.
If you really hate Siwon at this point you obviously did not read the manhua correctly. Do u really think the author just threw in all his memories and emotions for fun?? As an extra?? Cuz then ur very wrong. These things were all added so you can UNDERSTAND WHY a character is the way he is. And if you look at Siwon complicated childhood and character and the way he thinks its only LOGICAL FOR HIM TO ACT THIS WAY!!!
He is scared and unsure about his feelings, because he doesnt want to become an outcast. Because hey lets face it, the whole world IS NOT LGBT FRIENDLY. And obviously also not the world where Siwon and Jinha live in ヽ(`Д´)ﾉ