Same for me, I just don't react to it like others would. I'm used to reading that as well and it makes me think if I'm terrible. It was fucked up, definitely. Rape is just terrible, but this isn't real and maybe that's why I don't react to it.
yeah i feel like that's probably it. Like, it's fictional, yeah it happened in the story and it's an awful thing that no-one should ever have to go through but. eh, i dunno. It just feels weird having no reaction. Like everyone else is crying and i'm like. Blank. The thing is though like, shounen ai is, i dunno kind of boring now? like, it's cute and adorable and fluffy and it's nice once in a while but it's not enough? and like most yaoi has some kind of rape of molestation and like, it gets a bit draining after a while. Like it's hard to find a cute, lovey. consensual yaoi. But i guess that is the world we live in ^^;
I feel...like i've read so much yaoi, that includes rape and all these bad scenarios...that i just dont react to it anymore? .....Like.....if this happened irl i'd be heartbroken.....but currently.....i feel absolutely nothing........granted I havent really watched or read hetalia so i don't have a connection to the characters and yeah i feel really bad for america having to go through that he must be mortified. So i sympathise with the characters but like...........I feel like maybe i should stop reading this stuff, cause i'm just used to it now......#－.－)